Welcome and Introduction to the Episode

Part 1 of 3 · Ep. 1088

John Dehlin [00:00:00] Sa.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:00:30] All right, welcome, everyone. I'm Mark Crego. I'm one of the moderators of Waters of Mormon. And tonight we have a very special event that Mormon Stories is sponsoring with us, and that is to interview Dan Wotherspoon and celebrate eight years of Mormon Matters. And for us in Waters of Mormon and for many of the communities in our. In our faith journey, Waters of Mormon celebrates Dan Wotherspoon along with Mormon Stories and everyone else for the work that he's done, for the ability that he has to be able to interview with his unique style. And with that, I'll turn the time over to our host, John Dehlin.

John Dehlin [00:01:10] All right, hello everyone, and welcome again to another episode of Mormon Stories podcast. And this is actually a joint production of Mormon Stories podcast and Mormon Matters podcast. It is March 24, 2019. I'm John Dehlin and I could not be more pleased to be recording this episode in front of a live audience at the Sons of Utah Pioneers Building in was this East Mill Creek, Utah, on a very special evening. Tonight, we are honoring eight years of Mormon Matters podcast, a podcast originated in its most notable form from Dr. Dan Wotherspoon. And so tonight we are here for many reasons. We're here to reflect on the history of Mormon Matters podcast.

John Dehlin [00:02:14] So we're going to be reflecting a bit back on Dan's life. Just for those of you who are brand new and learning about Dan and Mormon Matters podcast for the first time. And there will be a few of you who are, we'll briefly touch on Dan's life.

John Dehlin [00:02:32] We'll talk about the origins of Mormon Matters podcast. We'll talk about its evolution, and then we'll also talk about kind of where Dan and his mission and Mormon Matters have arrived in 2019. And then Dan has some very exciting announcements to make about the future, his future, and a new project that he is very excited to announce along with others.

John Dehlin [00:03:06] So we're just very pleased. We're so thankful to everyone who's taken time out of their Sunday evening here to come and to celebrate Dan. Dan is worthy of our celebration and he's worthy of the honor of your attendance. So thank you for coming. And we know that there are thousands and thousands of people, if not more, who would be joining us if they could. And we're very grateful for those of you who are able to join us through the livestream.

John Dehlin [00:03:36] We would welcome your questions and comments and expressions of gratitude for what Dan has meant to you. We'd welcome that if you want to share on the live stream and for Anyone who's joining us through the MP3s, through YouTube later, or on the Facebook Live channel later, we're welcoming everyone who's willing to join with us tonight in the celebration. And.

John Dehlin [00:04:01] And again, this will be shared both on Mormon Matters and Mormon Stories podcasts. So without any further ado, would all of you please join me in giving a big, warm round of applause to our special guest for tonight, Dan Wotherspoon.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:04:28] Thank you for coming to the embarrassing titled. So.

Dan Wotherspoon's Background and Early Life

John Dehlin [00:04:33] All right, Dan. Well, this isn't the first time we've done a little episode or two together. We kind of go way back. But to begin, there are going to be people. Well, let me just say, did you want to make your announcement at the end or did you want to make your announcement beginning?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:04:49] We were planning at the end. I was just going to go down the list that you had put on the thing.

John Dehlin [00:04:53] Okay. All right. So I'll do my best to stick to that stuff, but interviews are often as much of an art form as they are a science for me. But there's no intentional curve balls for those who, you know, one of the things about our role is that there are always people just sort of in different phases of their journey. And you like to use the word journey. You've used that for many, many years, and I think I probably got that term from you.

John Dehlin [00:05:26] But there are going to be people who don't know you. And for those who don't know, Mormon Matters Podcast is one of the most successful and longest running podcasts in the history of Mormonism. It was started in 2011 by Dan.

John Dehlin [00:05:41] It actually had a few episodes before that. Originally, when I started it, it was meant, originally, Mormon Matters was a blog. And then I wanted to turn it into kind of a weekly topical show to discuss just different current events. And we did a few dozen episodes on that. But when. When Dan parted ways with Sunstone and when I saw that there was a real need to help amplify Dan's voice, I invited Dan to. To start a podcast and he took over Mormon Matters. And since then, he's had, what, four or five hundred episodes? How many episodes?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:06:18] It's number 540. I just posted.

John Dehlin [00:06:20] Yeah, yeah.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:06:21] And so I think I began with number 22. So 520.

John Dehlin [00:06:25] It's over 500 episodes. And just as the primer for those who don't know, Mormon Matters Podcast has always striven, under Dan's leadership, to explore constructive ways to engage Mormonism, to amplify one's spirituality, one's community, one's personal development. And that's kind of how I interpret what Dan has stood for. And he's kind of a giant in the podcast, Mormon podcasting field. So that's what we're going to be celebrating tonight for those who have never heard of Dan, but to go a little bit back, Dan, for those who don't know much about you, give us a few minute version of kind of your story just to let people know what you did before you started the podcast.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:07:15] Okay, I guess. I grew up in California, Sacramento and then San Diego. Starting around the age 17, I felt the pressure for the mission. You know, it was coming up pretty soon. And I'd always been sort of the kid who, you know, was, you know, everyone knew me, everybody liked me. Every, you know, ego says everyone just loved me.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:07:41] You know, you get the moms who come up to you. Thank you for being such a good example for my son, you know, my 12 year old Deacon or whatever. And yet somehow or other I just, it didn't seem like a good thing at all. And I don't know what came first, but I began to party a little bit as a junior in high school, partied a lot more as a senior in high school. Basically by the time I was 19, nobody thought that I was mission material.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:08:09] A few more years of that really led me into some big dark areas and a little bit of time in jail, a little bit of time contemplating suicide. And in, I guess I was 23 and a few months actually. One of my cousins is here, but an aunt and uncle of mine invited me to live with their family in Mapleton, Utah, which was just what, 15, 18 minutes from Provo, where I was living. And it helped me get some distance from the party lifestyle and it let me just sort of have some breathing room and so a year in the home. And this is my cousin Ben over here with his parents.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:09:01] And Ben was four years younger than me, I think, then all the way down to maybe age 4 or 5. And it was just such a lovely experience just being in a home. Their dad was the bishop. They just were fun. They lived the gospel, you know, just in a really relaxed and a beautiful way. And, you know, of course I love these guys and it was fun.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:09:24] But ultimately I read the Book of Mormon again. You know, probably I didn't read it straight through ever before, but I thought I knew the Book of Mormon. And in that process, man, just, it has changed me. I mean, from this despair of kind of selling all my gifts, you know, for cocaine and various other things.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:09:51] Just those. Whether they're real people or not, those sons of Messiah and Alma the Younger were the key that I needed to just say, wow, maybe I can turn this around. You know, maybe I can be a person of worth again. So I'll never deny what happened in me. You know, certainly at the time, I thought they were historical figures still open to that possibility, but somehow or other, they operated me on that deep archetypal level of a journey. And within eight or nine months of that, I decided to go on a mission. Went to Seattle. I met my wife, Lori. Everybody ought to say hi to Lori.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:10:31] She's here. The wind beneath my wings. I don't know what better thing, but she's awesome. She just. She's put up with me and a crazy journey. Our daughter Hope and her husband Ben are also right there. So. And we have a son named Alex who's a snowmobile guide outside of Vail. So he's. He's out there. But we.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:10:59] Yeah, went on a mission. We met Laura on our mission. We just sort of were friends in our first zone. We kind of. We were right downtown Seattle, so we got to go to the Space Needle and all the fun things, but. And I'm taking too long, aren't I? But we.

John Dehlin [00:11:11] Nope.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:11:13] They asked us to head up the reunions after we were both home, and a couple of the people, Shauna in the back there, had the reunions before us, and so she handed it off to us, and we ended up getting married even before the first reunion was executed. So it was just one of those things. We hit it off. And of course, then the first 15 years of marriage were really, really hard. But anyway, we've had a great time. We just celebrated our 30th, 33rd anniversary, and our daughter and Ben, their third. So we're exactly 30 years apart. They did not plan that. It was just the most available date in the spring break for them.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:11:55] So, any. So coming back from a mission, I taught two and a half years at the mtc. They recruited me really hard for CES seminaries and institutes. As I got through that program, and they were basically saying, let's go.

Faith Crisis and Leaving Seminary Teaching

Dan Wotherspoon [00:12:16] I just realized that I wasn't built to teach teenagers. Just, you either have it or not. And they were very upfront with me about that. So I decided to just pursue my deep, you know, truth was supposed to entertain people, Right. You know, but it doesn't work with teenagers, so, you know, I decided to get a master's degree. So my bachelor's is in philosophy and classical civ so Greek, Latin, mythology, all that stuff is my minor. Then I went and got a. A master's at Arizona State in Religious studies and then a doctorate at Claremont in 1996 on religion, but it's the philosophy of religion and theology emphasis.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:02] So that's my training. And the beautiful thing about all that was certainly my faith crisis began, I would say, exactly 30 years ago, a month or two ago, because that's the first time that, you know, when I was a kid and I was just. I just didn't want to grow up. That's where my acting out was. That's why I didn't want to go on a mission. I didn't want to have to deliver, you know, in terms of all the expectations and whatnot. But we.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:31] What was it? Where was I? Oh, yeah. So the faith crisis happened a little bit in grad school, but Laurie and I stayed really active in our wards there. We were in a great ward at Arizona State. We had one really bad ward in Upland, California, that I don't think we could name a person. Nobody talked to us. It was just, like, weird. So our lease was up. Then we ended up in San Dimas, California, Bill and Ted, and we had a great years. And that was where I was finishing up. I was getting ready to write my dissertation. Then I wrote a dissertation on stuff that I loved in Mormonism.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:14:07] It's basically, what is it in Mormonism that leads to us to have an affirming ecological worldview, sustainability and whatnot. But then the crisis got worse when I didn't get a job. So that was like, you know, everything's supposed to work out, and it didn't. And so pretty soon, one round of I was teaching adjunct. It was easy to get adjunct work, but it got harder and harder with each cycle of sending out your apps and you're looking up the place on the map and you're imagining life there and all these kinds of things, and then you don't get an interview even, or to just really blame my Mormonism and how Mormon.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:14:51] You know, a lot of my presentations had been at Sunstone and whatnot and just, you know, book reviews and everything that I had done was really quite Mormon. So I had so kind of, you know, sort of being okay within Mormonism. I had a couple of bad years where I didn't. I just.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:15:13] I wanted to just call Mormonism them, you know, versus me or we, you know, I just wanted to. I kind of wanted to. And everybody was just, you know, they don't know a thing, you know, and yet they're testifying to me, you know, that kind of stuff, you know, about what I should do. And so it was really kind of hard, but it was a wonderful final that I had to go to, I think, in order to be ready.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:15:42] And as soon as, seriously, as soon as I figured out I can do Mormonism again, I can do it. I can be myself there. I can engage with people without like the initial thing being you're an idiot or you don't know anything. You don't know your own faith. You don't really haven't thought through the history or the beliefs. And as soon as I got that, I got a gig called Sunstone. I was invited to apply for that. And I served at Sunstone from the beginning of 2001 till August 2008. So it's kind of interesting that eight years of Mormon matters and I'm stepping into something new.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:16:18] I had basically eight years at Sunstone, so that kind of feels kind of nice for me to, you know, you do something, it runs its course and you're ready on for something next. So Sunstone was a wonderful opportunity. That's where I got to meet so many of my guests. You know the nice thing, I had a good Rolovex. I also have Kurt Bench here. Uh oh, I'm not supposed to out him as being at this apostate thing. Yeah, sorry. My good friend here, I worked with him.

John Dehlin [00:16:45] This is not an apostate thing.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:16:46] Yeah, I know, I know. But it might be to some people, so. But I got to meet a ton of. Kurt runs Benchmark Books. So I worked there for six years. He says I was employed there. I didn't actually work, but that's his joke. But I got to meet a ton of people. So through that and through Sunstone, I kind of had a good Rolodex for when this came along. So after Sunstone, it was tough. I went to work for another nonprofit. Right. 2008. Remember when I left, that wasn't a good time to leave when you're going to non profits and the real estate market crashes. So I had a couple of really lean years. And then John. John who? John had been on the board of Sunstone the last couple years that I was there. And he offered me the chance to the Mormon manners gig. I'm grateful, very grateful.

John Dehlin [00:17:43] Well, I remember hearing. I don't know how the conversation happened, but it was like, seemed like you were weeks or even days away from accepting a job, like as a janitor for a bookstore. Some job. Some job that Would have been terrible. Not even a quality bookstore, just some old bookstore. I don't know what the job was.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:18:06] I remember that. I remember I was looking in quite different spaces than I was.

John Dehlin [00:18:12] Spaces that would not in any way utilize your talents and your gifts. And I just remember feeling there's no way that this shining, inspiring, brilliant light can just fade away. So I said, we have to create something for Dan.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:18:33] Well, you had a big platform already,

John Dehlin [00:18:36] so I called you and said, hey, what do you think? What do you remember about that?

The Origins of Mormon Matters Podcast

Dan Wotherspoon [00:18:41] Well, the one thing I remember is when you were in your information tech program, before you did your doctorate in psychology, John had asked Natasha Helfer, Parker and I, we were on the board of Open Stories foundation, the umbrella organization. And he had asked us to do some interviews to relieve some of the pressure on him to produce something every week. So I did about four or five there. And I think you probably got the idea of offering me this because of that. So I did enter Richard Dutcher and Dan Peterson and just some of my connections.

John Dehlin [00:19:13] Yeah, Daniel Peterson and Richard Dutcher were two very important interviews that you did. Yeah. So what did you think? When do you remember what you thought or what you felt when you contemplated having your own podcast, did you have any vision of what that might be like?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:19:29] Well, because of your podcast, I certainly did. But as far as running it myself and having to. Yeah, I didn't know the tech end of it. How many weeks did I still call you on certain steps and whatnot? But no, honestly, it fit like a glove as soon as I started doing it, I think. And at first, like you were saying, John, you know, we did one like on the, you know, the BYU crisis, or we did some of these really topical ones, but as soon as there wasn't really anything super interesting in the Mormon world that we got to say, oh, let's do a deep dive on this, and let's do a deep dive on this and let's broaden our conversation on this or that.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:20:12] And so that really became what I think Mormon Matters evolved into. Certainly, I'd say at least half of my shows are conceived out of reacting to something in Mormonism, are just like, oh, it's time to revisit, you know, time to, you know.

John Dehlin [00:20:26] So when that. So when you first envisioned doing a podcast doing Mormon Matters, did you have a vision for what role you might play? What kind of. What your mission or purpose would be?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:20:41] No, just be myself and share. I think, again, that's your. It's. Honestly, you guys, I am not Ambitious. And I. And my wife does not like that about me, But I just am grateful, you know, Again, he really breathed life into it, gave me a chance to draw on all my scholarship. And the way I began to frame religion during all those years of studying religion really have helped me in how I frame Mormonism.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:21:20] So by learning about other religions, I'm a lot kinder to my own because I see that, you know, they're beautiful and wonderful, and every one of them, you know, can elevate people, but every one of them is messed up too, you know. And so Randy Paul, my good friend that a lot of you met on the show or you've heard me talk about, it was him that at one point just said, why will you cut everybody else slack? And not yours? You know, because they're mine. It's like, my parents are the worst in the world, not yours. You know, and everybody just, you know, Hope's laughing really hard over there.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:21:59] But, you know, and it just. I was so grateful to have that background. And I think that's what I speak from here, right? It's like, hey, I'm not afraid of us in Mormonism having a weird history. And I'm. I know there's personalities everywhere you go, and yet somehow I'm just grounded in what religion is, not what a particular church and an institutional kind of stuff does.

John Dehlin [00:22:26] So a personal story between us that, for me, feels poignant here. So I started Mormon stories in 2005 and was teaching elders quorum from 2004 to probably 2006. Ish, two or three years trying to give these progressive, liberal, inspiring, controversial kind of lessons in Elders Quorum. And after a while, it just. I wore out. And my bishop, you know, people were complaining to my bishop, and I just started to feel like there, you know, I just couldn't make Mormonism work. So there's a year there where kind of our family just went inactive from the church, probably 2006 to 2007. And then when I came back, you know, at the time, I just felt kind of this darkness.

John Dehlin [00:23:12] I felt like, I don't know that I can be a good human without the church. I don't feel as inspired as I used to. It feels like the light's gone out of our lives. Will I be able to raise good kids?

John Dehlin [00:23:25] Like, after a year of it, I just felt this huge void. So in 2007, I'm like, no, this can be done. You can stay in the church and you can make it work. And. And I was so inspired by this idea that I created the Stay LDS website and within a very short period of time I wrote like a 60 page kind of manual for how to stay in the church. And I remember on one of our trips or something, kind of sharing with you that I'd kind of cracked the code, you know, that I had written the book on staying in the church, had it all figured out and had published it. Do you remember your reaction? Either your thoughts or what you actually said?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:24:09] I don't remember specifically, but a lot of people come to me, you know, I figured this out. And yet they're not. In your case, you're what, 10, 12 years younger than me, turning 60?

John Dehlin [00:24:20] I'm 49.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:24:21] Yeah. So I'll get these 22 year olds, you know, telling me that they're already Fowler. Stage five.

John Dehlin [00:24:28] They're stage five.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:24:29] Yeah, yeah. Or something. And I'm going, well, I think it's not something you can think your way into. It's, you know, it's a kind of a living thing. And I said, you know, that's great. I really like that piece and it has lots of good advice. But crack the code didn't mean you're in your soul. I'm not quite. I probably said something bad. You tell me what I said. Yeah, no, I hope I'm not. Wasn't what I perceived was at the

John Dehlin [00:24:53] time, it was sort of like a pat, emotional pat on the head, like, oh, John, you know, good, you know, good luck and you know, thank you for your little contribution. You know, you never didn't say those words right. Yeah, but that, that was how I, you know, and I'm like, oh, Dan's so smug, you know, and, but, but, but what you, what you were basically saying is you're, you're just starting.

John Dehlin [00:25:21] I mean, what I felt like you were communicating to me is this is an intense, complex, a painful, long journey and you're not going to crack the code in six months with the blog post. This is something you're going to have to feel and live.

John Dehlin [00:25:44] And there's a lot of pain and complexity and even suffering in the process of evolving and growing on this journey. And I, I mean, of course we saw, you know, what happened to me and, and you know, you were right. Like, it, it is, it is. So when I thought about what was Mormon matters when, when I called you, it was like how to Stay, a podcast on how to stay, how to provide for Mormons in 2011, which is when we started a model from the best out there living, you know, a model for how to do it now. Did so did you not conceive of it that way?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:26:32] I guess so. I mean, because, I mean, Sunstone, you know, people responded well to my leadership at Sunstone, so I knew that I was onto something. And the nice thing, talk about your

John Dehlin [00:26:44] role as kind of a shadow stake president. I remember, yeah.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:26:49] What I really thought when I took over Sunstone, that I was producing a magazine and in many ways I was going to look at 50 East North Temple to say, hey, we got the code over here. You guys should be listening to us. Certainly I did edit a magazine and I did put together conferences. But right out of the bat, this is before Facebook, right? 2001 is before Facebook.

John Dehlin [00:27:16] Or 2011.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:27:18] No, 2001, when I signed started.

John Dehlin [00:27:20] Yeah.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:27:21] I mean, I think there was that LDS listserv.

John Dehlin [00:27:24] It was before blogs.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:27:25] Yeah.

John Dehlin [00:27:25] It was before podcasts,

Dan Wotherspoon [00:27:28] you know, phone call after phone call, after phone call with the questions that, you know, a lot of the audience that John's podcast and mine, you know, meet. But I just started to say, wow, this feels more like a pastor than sort of thing. People just want advice. And maybe I'd been on the trail a bit longer than them. That's, I guess, the only way that, you know, somehow all of ours will have our own flavor. But we have to get through the same sort of changes in authority, from external authority to, you know, growing into our own and feeling confident within ourselves and feeling connected and all that good stuff with something deeper than what our heads could do.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:28:13] And so, yeah, it became a pastoral thing. And it just became so clear to me that this is what I'm made for rather than being an academic. And even when I was applying for jobs, I was more interested in the ones that were junior colleges or just four year colleges, because I just wanted people to love their own voice, the contribution that they could make and stuff. So it was more. That was me anyway, rather than wanting to be an expert in some field and advise grad students and do all that stuff. So it just became very clear to me that I. And I wrote a little reflection for the 40th anniversary or the 35th anniversary of Sunstone about.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:28:55] I got one of the few paid pastor jobs in Mormonism through Sunstone. And so that's really what it was. It just was, you know, and I. Within a few months, I never thought twice about the church over in, you know, the headquarters because it just wasn't important. So is that kind of.

John Dehlin [00:29:14] Yeah, yeah, yeah. So, so talk about what your kind of. What your strategy and approach started out as. And then how it evolved. As a podcaster, what. What did you try and do and how did you think about topic selection, format, and even participants? How did you think about all that?

Mormon Matters Format and Memorable Episodes

Dan Wotherspoon [00:29:42] At first, I was honoring your format, which was panel discussion. Now, you generally had the same panel with just a few pieces moving out. But I always tried to get a panel together. And so format was a discussion among other people with me just trying to be ringleader. Oh, I haven't heard from you in a while. I've got so many people in this room who have been on my podcast. I love it.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:30:07] So my podcast, the Mormon Matters podcast, Open Stories foundation production. And so that was kind of set for me, but really, it was just what deserves a deep dive, you know, what's in the air right now that people are wrestling with. And then, you know, my master's thesis, you guys, a lot of you have probably seen some of my stuff on ritual and ritual empowerment. And even though rituals are weird, you know, and repetitive and stylistic and all these different ways they have, there's a real sense to it, which is to get you out of, you know, your monkey mind and all those kinds of things.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:30:52] And so I remember doing one on that really early on. I remember doing one on patriarchal blessings that I think is probably. Was that with Bushman, with Richard Bushman, along with Jared Anderson. And I'll tell you that that was transformative to me.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:31:08] And it actually. Can I share a little bit. It was transformative for me in terms of even hearing general authorities today, because he said that one of the things as a patriarch, the hesitation is for you to edit what you're feeling, you know, coming through.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:31:26] And he says, like, it's hard for me to give. A lot harder for me to give one to my grandchildren than it is to somebody I barely just meet, you know, only no one. Because he goes, I have so much I want for them, you know, so it's me that wants this to be coming through me. And he said that he just had to learn to just trust and just speak.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:31:51] And he said that they had gotten some training after his second or third year that said, don't be afraid to speak in the prophetic mode. And as he explained how patriarchal blessings went, it was like, I will get very strong impressions, but it's my language, it's my framing, it's my, you know, I'm going to. I put the bone, I put the words to what I'm feeling. And my grandfather was a patriarch as well, and so he would sometimes share A little bit. I was 16 through 18 years living in his house when he was a patriarch.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:32:29] And he says, so for instance, the strong impression about this person's powerful spirit, you know, will come in valiancy in the pre earth life to some patriarchs versus just others would say this. And those that are really big in the valiancy in the pre earth life will start to do the expansions on. You are a general, you are this, you know, you know, all these kinds of things. And he says that, but he says at least it may come to them that way. But he says, for me, I believe I'm getting the same insight as they would. But they put it in their own language and rhetorical flourishes.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:33:07] And so I thought about it. Do you guys remember a few years ago in Arizona when Jeff Holland kind of was speaking and he was. And it was like about, hey, this life isn't easy. It's a tough road. To me, it was actually a terrific talk. But there were a few minutes in there where he started.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:33:24] I get so mad at people leave this church. I can't even imagine, you know, anyone who would want to leave it. You know, what kind of was it? Patty cake, something or other. Yeah, or something like that. And of course, you know, at first, because everybody was only picking out those two or three minutes from the talk. So finally I listened to the whole talk. I go, this guy's got something going on. And I can just tell that he is.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:33:47] He's not speaking from the script. He didn't come there planning to do it. He just let himself go. And I said myself, you know, I really, I really like that, that he felt strong enough to just say it. And you know, and it was us who were making him an offender, you know, for a word, you know, and so whenever.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:34:12] Weird language, I mean, I certainly didn't enjoy Satan's victory, you know, any of that that we've kind of heard. If certain things happen or are said anyway, it just helps me kind of honor the intent you know, behind it. There's something that prompts and if I can try to find that and not have to deal with all the exact wording and make, you know. But of course, the rhetoric at church, at least with many people, is these are the exact words, you know, instead of the message, the sense that this would be something to talk about. So that's been helpful. So the show has really taught me a ton of things and I don't know why I went on that long on that one. But I just wanted to say that I'm.

John Dehlin [00:35:03] It's your prophetic voice.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:35:05] Well, you know, sometimes I will say things on there I go, damn, that was good. You know, and it's like, where did it come from? You know, because it's just really strange. And so nowadays all those are little notes because I'm writing a book. I should have it out in September about, you know, it was about this. How to stay in the church and feel connected when you're, you know, you're in these spaces. So. Yeah, so. But it's just neat. I don't know. You were asking about if I had any plans beyond that.

John Dehlin [00:35:31] No, no, no.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:35:33] And I usually would choose by either things I noticed or people's suggestions. As I would say how I decided to do deep dives, but I refused to do one on the mall. And I've received. Refused to do an un. Tithing.

John Dehlin [00:35:45] Why?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:35:46] Just, they're just, they're just minefields. There's, there's, you know, I couldn't figure out a way to really have an open hearted discussion about either of those because they're so. One's so personal tithing and the other one is just like that's just the organization doing the institution doing its thing, deciding to protect their spirit, you know. Anyway, there wasn't any prophetic thing that I could, I couldn't find any fire underneath that particular choice, let's put it that way. So I would stay away from some things like that.

John Dehlin [00:36:20] So you talked about, for example, ritual. What are some of the main themes that you feel like you've covered? And what are, you know, do you have any. This is the, the question I like least. Well, the question I hate most is why don't you drink alcohol? For me personally, and the second question I hate most is what's my favorite podcast episode? But I'm gonna ask it to you anyway. Do you have any episodes that stand out for you or just ones you feel like highlighting today?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:36:58] I didn't know we were gonna do this, but I mean theme wise, certainly faith journeys. So I'll tell one thing that happened. So at first panel, panel, just you guys do all the talking and maybe give you a couple of hints at what I'm thinking. Have you guys noticed the last few years it's like I'm going to lay it out there for you. So somehow or other I either gained more confidence in my voice or enough people said, hey, do monologue episodes or we like it when you weigh in and stuff. So things went that direction. And so where I'm centered in My life. Well, let me just tell you quickly.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:37:35] During the worst of the time when I wasn't getting jobs, you know that part where I was really down on Mormonism, I got put next to James Fowler, the author of Stages of Faith on a Plane. So this might be one of those, like, purely grace moments.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:37:53] And I'm feeling a little lousy about it. And as soon as he shakes his hand and, you know, he introduces himself and I introduce myself back, he goes, mormonism, have you ever heard of Sunstone? And I go, yeah. And he goes, well, I've spoken there a couple times. And so he was friends with Peggy Stack, who, you know, had put him on and all these things. And he had reminded me that I'd actually read his book Stages of faith back in 1988, probably fall of 88.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:38:18] And I thought I was there. You know, I mean, I figured I was stage five. I had cracked the code. You know, I hadn't even begun. And so I read his book, I read his next book. I read all of his books, and then I did nothing but read faith journey literature for three years. So I would say faith journeys, you know, normalizing it, encouraging people on it. You gotta go through. You can't go around. And you have to involve your whole soul and not just your mind. Because we usually start with our heads. Right. Our faith journeys start by mismatches that we notice.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:38:56] But it's really soul work that a faith journey requires. So I was planning to go into some of that stuff later. So. Yeah, and we will. Yeah. So I don't know anywhere there's that, but, you know, certainly I thought we did nice primers on Easter and Christmas. I tend to put those up every year. Let's look at, actually, the scriptures. What do they say?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:39:20] I have Phil McLemore here, that I'm going to start putting the one that we did up. Well, actually, I'll refer to him from my new podcast, Hint Hint, to old ones. But Phil added the mystical interpretation of the Christmas story to it. But I thought we did a good job with those things.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:39:40] I'll tell you the one that we did on covenants. So Mark and I, Mark Krieger over here, my good friend, we did one recently on that whole, the Covenant Path. But I think, Joe Stanford, you're here. Yeah, there. Joe suggested that we do one on covenanting in general.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:39:58] And so we called it the Living Nature of Mormon Covenants. And we really addressed what one of our. These two guys, we have a friend who calls it being covenanting by ambush. You Know when you go to the temple for the first time, you don't really know what to get. And yet you make a covenant. And a lot of times it's like you feel the pressure of your family and, and everything going on there. And so we just really wrestled with. Of course your understanding of your covenant is going to change as your understanding of everything else changes. And yet a lot of people feel like trapped with, you know, an 18 year old or a 22 year old's vision of what a promise, you know, a relational promise with God's all about.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:40:42] And so I really thought that was one of the important ones. And I think I've, you know, done encore episodes of those. Do you want more of these?

John Dehlin [00:40:49] Yeah, just a sample.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:40:51] I don't know because I was hoping that we'd be done by nine and I would want at least 45 minutes for these guys. So I feel like I'm going on too much.

John Dehlin [00:40:58] We're going till 10. What are you talking about?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:41:02] Oh, I see three people moving, leaving.

John Dehlin [00:41:05] No, you can stop now. But any other episodes that come to mind is like I should have looked. Let me do this just in the audience. If five or ten of you just say an episode or a person interviewed that really sticks out to you and I'll repeat it. Todd, A reason for the hope that is in me. 259.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:41:31] Cool.

John Dehlin [00:41:31] Do you remember that? Do you remember that one? Yeah, I remember talk about that one.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:41:37] I don't remember what I said, but it was just me musing. I believe it was tromp by what I had spoken on in the Portland, Oregon with a sunstone Northwest. Right. So I basically just into the microphone did what I'd shared there and it was just, you know, what are the pillars of my faith, I think. Right. And how I hold. Hold those things. Some of my story was in that too. Okay, thank you, thank you.

John Dehlin [00:42:04] Others.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:42:04] Now I want to know. Todd and his wife came from Colorado in some ways.

John Dehlin [00:42:08] Someone else came from California. There's some. Yeah.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:42:11] Jeff here is.

John Dehlin [00:42:12] Came from the mayor of state.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:42:13] Real surprised to have him.

John Dehlin [00:42:15] Others just want an episode or a topic or interviewee.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:42:18] Leslie, I really like the faith. Belief in the expectation to know.

John Dehlin [00:42:23] Yeah, faith. Belief in the expectation to know. Since we don't have a microphone.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:42:27] Yeah, yeah.

John Dehlin [00:42:29] Do you want to respond?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:42:30] Well, I mean that's the big one, right. The church seems to be on this kick that you should have certainty. And certainly the ritual of bearing testimony is to claim that, you know. And so I know I had Jeff Burton and I'm trying to think who else I had on there. Francis Menlove. Right. Whose book I edited.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:42:52] Yeah. And we talked about what faith is versus what belief is and stuff. And I don't know if I went into Alma 32 I've for the book that's going to come out, I have a little interlude chapter where I'm doing a lot with Alma 32 that, that truth is, you know, when you give place to the word and you plant the seed, it's more what happens in you rather than the truth claim itself. Right. Isn't that what he says? You plant it and you see what grows, see if it swells, see if it does this. And at certain point, the only thing that we can say about anything true is what has done in us, you know, what has emerged, what has been the fruit.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:43:37] And that's where it says, then you can know. But to say a proposition about Jesus Christ or about what's in the next life and all these things are true, that's impossible without experiential kind of knowing. So thank you for reminding me of that one because that's to me so core.

John Dehlin [00:43:57] Let's do a few more. It was the Two Lost Sons and Growing in God. Two Lost Sons and Growing in God.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:44:06] My partner over there, Phil McLemore. So yeah, prodigal story reading in such a richer way. I'd certainly heard that the prodigal story had been called the story of the two Lost sons in the past. I'd picked that up through my studies and whatnot. But Phil really added a beautiful mystical reading to that. But you know, to me, the one that we call the prodigal is actually the one who's better off because, you know, he finally, you know, hit rock bottom. Right? Then you kind of say, and to have God's response just be that so beautiful. But yet God's response is the same thing to the elder brother.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:44:50] Man, you're lost. You can't even see the big picture here. You and your, you know, he doesn't call him in his self righteousness or you know, I'm the good one, I did all the right things, things. But he says, hey, you know, you get it all too, you know, kind of thing. Nothing's lost because your brother came home and we're celebrating him. This is a, this is a, an abundant universe. This is a feast. Everybody's, you know, invited to the feast of God, you know, so I love that one. And then what was the other one we did on that? We did the prodigal son and Something else.

John Dehlin [00:45:21] What did.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:45:21] What was the title of it? The Two Lost Sons and Growing in God. Okay, if I remember well, it was the faith stages that you. Oh, yeah, those are Phil's stages of faith. Again, this guy's real part. Now, we'll enter something about him later. But I don't know if you know Phil, has he looked at the Scriptures and he says there's five relationships described between God and humans there. One is the parent child. Right. One is the steward and the master. So, you know, I'm a steward in the master's vineyard. Then there's the teacher or the rabbi and the disciple.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:46:00] And that's the sticky one. That's the one where when you're in that relationship, the expectation is what you're going to grow into. The. To become the teacher one day, right? You're going to do the disciplines, you know, disciple, you're going to do the disciplines. That one day you've become the teacher and then the next two are friend to friend. God calls us our friends. That beautiful ease with each other, the open sharing what's in my heart. Come on and grab it. You know, you can look right in here because I know that we're so solid, you know, I know that I'm loved, and there's nothing in here that I need to hide from you.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:46:41] And then, of course, the last one is beloved. The beloved status, where we're the bridegroom, he's the bridegroom, and we're the bride, and we unite in fullness. You know, which. Anyway, so it's gorgeous stuff. So thanks. Let's. Let's. Let's stop on favorite podcast.

John Dehlin [00:46:56] One of the.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:46:57] But I'm glad I got to share that again. And Phil, you can tell me if I watched it.

John Dehlin [00:47:01] One of the characteristics of Dan that I've known. One of the characteristics of Dan that I've noticed ever since I've known him is his uncanny memory. This guy has an amazing memory, and he just displayed a little bit of that.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:47:15] Not as much as my wife thinks she has of things I've said in the past. That's uncanny. Apparently, we love it.

Navigating Difficult Moments in Mormonism

John Dehlin [00:47:24] Real quick, how have you handled so over the years from 2011 to 2019, eight years. There have been some tough moments in Mormonism. We're not going to talk about. We're going to stay talking about the modern church until kind of more towards the end, but let's just say Boyd K. Packer's talk about why would a loving heavenly father do this to our LGBT brothers and sisters? Or Excommunications of various people or the September. The November 2015 policy. Lots of opportunities or moments of frustration or sadness or outrage over the years. I remember at least a few times connecting with you, right, as something really maybe discouraging from your perspective might have been shared in a general conference or a policy had come down. How did you try and approach talking about some of those more challenging or controversial or delicate topics?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:48:31] Number one, I was grateful I had a podcast.

John Dehlin [00:48:34] Why is that?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:48:35] Just because I got to process it with really smart, wonderful people. We did seven hours on the November policy over three different chunks of podcasts, and started with John Rathal and Gustav Rathal and Carolyn Pearson. That was right after the news. And they're just a couple of people that, you know, sit in their Mormonism in a very comfortable way. They know themselves, they know their mind, and they, you know, they feel confident that the connection with God. And then I did one that we sort of analyzed what could have been behind it, you know, or something. And then I think we. I can't remember what the other one did. I know we did a third one right after it. So I'm just grateful to have that Lori hope here. I don't know. Ben's seen a little bit of it. I lose my crap. I just get so frustrated because it's not so much.

John Dehlin [00:49:36] It's just.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:49:38] It comes almost from sadness, you know, grief that we have such richness and it's not being shared, you know, it's not even being noticed. And, you know, so. But when it is noticed, and this is what I've come. I think more than a lot of, you know, maybe in fact, what led me to feel like I could write this book on, you know, how to speak up at church and whatnot is as soon as you offer it.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:50:08] Oh, yeah, you know, that's right. Oh, we do believe that. Oh, yeah. Or, you know, and it just kind of changes things at church. But I'll be really frustrated. So what was it we did? Karma was here that day, too. I think we had the whole lesson. It was supposed to be about John the Baptist, right?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:50:35] You know, just in the scriptures for this year. And we didn't even talk about it more than, like, John the Baptist was a forerunner for Jesus Christ. In what way is President Nelson a forerunner for, you know, God's. You know, and the whole thing was just a rehearsal of that. And I'm just back there going, you know, what's happening here? And finally, I just. Six or seven minutes into it, I go, I'm missing the connection with John the Baptist here.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:51:01] And she goes, well, I've just. She repeated whatever that little thing was. And I go, I just got to say something. We did not give John the Baptist enough credit. And I went on for probably three or four minutes or something and just said some things about it just because I want it so much for people to, you know, just get into the scriptures and love them and, you know, think and know the context and all that stuff. So how do I handle it? I mean, I'll be mad, I'll be depressed, you know, but it ultimately doesn't change what my job is in life, but all of our jobs in our life, right?

John Dehlin [00:51:39] And I mean in the episode. So obviously podcasters have been excommunicated, right? Obviously, you can run afoul of church leadership or just in a more benign sense. You can damage your reputation with the people that you're trying to reach, or you can come across as not constructive or as a critic of the church. So how have you navigated in your podcast trying to walk that line of not being viewed as an enemy of serving your audience, but also not running afoul of the church or discipline or any of that?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:52:20] I don't know that it's in my brain to do that. It's just who I am right now. I don't know. Does that sound to, what, Arrogant? That I know, I know how to talk, you know, in such a way to avoid some of the extreme things.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:52:37] Hope, I want to say something. When you and Kate were first announced that you're both, you know, on this path, Hope called me from college, and it was like, you okay? Me Saying they're sort of emotional. Are you going to be next?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:52:52] You know, are you on the line here? And I told her, I don't think so. And, you know, because I wasn't. I'm never. I'm not a person that would ever embarrass the church. You know, I'm an activist in my own way, but I'm more of a long vision person.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:53:15] And so I'll have my private eruptions, I'll have my sarcasm, I'll have my temper tantrums. But, you know, I love this group. This is the group that I met God through. This is I took all of Joseph Smith's try it out for yourself. You know, it was good. It was good for me. And I think I just got to where I don't, you know, well, this is going to take longer, you know, for the church to come around, because this rhetoric or that rhetoric will be in there, but, you know, my job's the same. Love. Whenever there's, you know, hate or whatever you'd call, you know, try to be large.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:54:06] Whenever smallness comes around, try to, you know, whenever you see pain, I want to be there and acknowledge it and heal it or not heal it myself, but. But be in a position to let them, you know, get the light to heal it for them. Something. I don't know. Not my light, but the light.

John Dehlin [00:54:25] I love it.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:54:25] So that makes sense.

John Dehlin [00:54:26] It does. Thank you. Beautiful.

Dan's Personal Theology and Beliefs

Part 2 of 3 · Ep. 1089

John Dehlin [00:00:00] Sa, Is it okay if we talk just a little bit about kind of your beliefs? Just in a kind of broad sense?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:00:38] Yeah.

John Dehlin [00:00:39] And I'll ask just a few questions. So what does God mean to you?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:00:44] Yeah, well, God is the name I give to the deep love, the deep energy, the life force that I've tapped into sometimes. And so to me, God is, you can call it whatever you want. I am less certain about human body, you know, bodies and all that stuff than I used to, but I'm certainly open to it. Some of you may have caught this even about a month ago. I wondered about that out loud on a podcast when we had Thomas Ord, who's a non Mormon, who come in and he was saying, embodied God just doesn't make sense to me. And I said, well, am I hurting myself to actually think about and embody God?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:01:34] Am I somehow or other, you know, I'm projecting, you know, God's way down the road, but I'm kind of projecting myself forward. And it seems like a good idea, but at some point, am I losing this deeper connection with the mystical awarenesses and things that I've gotten? And so many of you know, I'm part of the living school. I'm in my first seven months or so of that. And it's a wisdom school, it's a Christian contemplation school.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:02:01] And I'm reading lots of Richard Rohr, I'm reading, you know, lots of the mystics from, you know, the famous mystics, a lot of Rumi, various things like that. And we're, you know, just something about that, it's just got me really alive right now. So God, I mean, whatever you want to name God is fine with me. But I have experienced things that are not created by my head, that are not created from just my body or whatever. There have been moments where I've been completely not in charge and they've swelled my heart, they've expanded my vision and they are just, you know, these touchstones for me of a reality.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:02:48] And then through practice, through various disciplines, what not through the years, I've kind of gained, I don't know, a baseline of that song or that energy, you know, kind of through most of my day, you know, I'm an idiot and I talk myself into all sorts of daily problem type things, but there's just something that backlights everything that makes it feel significant, you know, the choices we make and stuff. So that's God for me.

John Dehlin [00:03:29] Love it.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:03:30] And you know, if there, whatever God is, it's got a female and A male, you know, characteristics to it. Phil in his mystical teachings talks about most of the mystical, holistic things are feminine, you know, receiving, yielding, you know, things like that. And those kinds of things are that. But yeah, I just, I haven't been able to be as hard and fast on divine couple stuff.

John Dehlin [00:03:59] What does Jesus mean to you?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:04:02] I'll tell you, it's been an explosion lately. You know, one of Richard Rohr's good lines is Christ is not Jesus last name. So Jesus is an individual person that walked on the planet, you know, Palestine, whenever, you know, we mark time, mark our calendars from that person.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:04:24] And Christ is. Honestly, this is just. In the last nine months, I've just gained such an appreciation for DNC Section 88, that very beginning stuff. The light of Christ that is in and all through and proceeds forth. That's brilliant because there isn't Jesus. I was reading it like from Jesus Christ. This is all in and through everything and all that stuff. So Christ is the incarnation of God in all the universe. For me now it's just far more this life force that's everything, the thing that drives everything to be its fullest expression. And I love the Mormon that everything can have joy in the measure of its creation.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:05:09] I mean, that is mystical insight. That is really cool stuff. So Jesus to me is just someone who was perfectly aligned with that. He called it the kingdom of God, you know, kingdom mentality, the kingdom that was supposed to come to earth the way it is there, 100% egalitarian, 100%, you know, non gender, you know, based and things like this. It was elimination of the poor. It was honoring the subjectivity of everybody and everything.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:05:44] And this, this guy, you know, whether he was a premortal, you know, somebody or not, he came to embody Christ, the Christ, the incarnation of the divine, in such a way that I just, man, I'm just learning millions of more things just how radical he was.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:06:08] There wasn't a single thing that he wasn't trying to overthrow, you know, in terms of the mentalities, you know, the purity laws, you know, the whole. Even like his hard sayings about who's my family, you know, what do you mean? My mother, my brother, you here, you're my family. He's trying to get people to quit feeling the domination of the family expectations.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:06:37] Anything that would pull you out of the vision or experiencing the kingdom of God sort of within yourself. That's where he's coming from. And so I actually want to talk a lot more about that kind of stuff coming up.

John Dehlin [00:06:51] So what about the Holy Ghost or the Spirit? What does that mean to you?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:06:55] Just that aspect of that lets us all feel interconnected with each other. So whether it's a personage of spirit and, you know, we're terrible in Mormonism on that. There's, you know, we think we can, you know, do the little. How can it be in one place at what time and yet feel everywhere? I'm just. To me, it just names the connectivity between everything. That. That's why. That's why. I mean, it's almost like love, you know, in some ways, the love between everything that exists and us that we can kind of feel what could be communicated, you know, to us. So we kind of have God as the, you know, God the Father is more the plan. Then you have the incarnation, and then you've got the thing that pulls it all together. So that's where I'm at. It's mystical and you can't talk about it. Well, but

John Dehlin [00:07:53] what does the role of prophet mean to you?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:07:57] Well, I mean, it doesn't mean president of the church. Is that okay? Anyone needing to leave. I mean, they're separate things to me. You know, wasn't it around David O. McKay when they started to really say, call the president of the church the prophet? The prophet, you know, in fact, Brigham Young totally rejected. The prophet was Joseph. I'm the president. And that was the mode. And now we have such a big church and the prophets and the apostles, which are basically CEOs and, you know, super vice presidents over all the various aspects and all those kinds of things, you know, get called the prophet. And yet prophecy, and that spirit of prophecy is, you know, comes.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:08:48] Comes from fresh insights. It should be looking at the social ills and, you know, all that. I don't. You know, to me, just. I'm not saying that they're not prophets because again, I feel like they've got something, some fire that comes from God or their own. You know, they're trying to put themselves in a discernment place, and then they give their talks and they make the leads. There are things based upon that, but I'm not. I would never limit the word prophet to our guys, you know.

John Dehlin [00:09:22] So some of your favorite prophets would be who?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:09:25] Jody's dad? Jody England over here. Gene England. You know, I love. You know, Hugh Nibley spoke from it. Chaco. All sorts of voices there, you know, certainly Martin Luther King, Jr. Gandhi, Dagheimershold. I don't know quite how to say that, but, you know, just these people that clearly, I mean, in many way, Richard Rohr, you know, because they're just offering a fundamental critique while still loving, you know. You know, that's what a prophet should have. It should be able to say, we are missing the boat here.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:10:09] And yet there should be never any doubt that they're trying to be constructive, that this insight is for. I don't know. I wasn't expecting this question, but that would be it. They can see stuff and say stuff, and it's never supposed to be part of the institution. Right. All the prophets were outside of the royalty, outside of the divine lines. And so I would prefer reserving it for that, but I'm not getting that wish.

John Dehlin [00:10:38] What is scripture to you?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:10:41] Yeah, people's best. I mean, I believe that the scripture writers had inspiration. They're telling the stories that were meaningful to them, but they have their own personality and their own blind spots and their own beautiful things about them. And whatever level of spiritual development they're at, I believe they're sharing from an authentic spiritual place for that. Now, as I look at the Old Testament and whatnot, I'm seeing real tribal spirituality there. I'm seeing a lot of militaristic things and whatnot. And those are early stages of human development and faith development or something like that. And so I don't feel trapped by them.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:11:31] You know, just like, oh, God really is this angry, you know, jealous, you know, that, you know, so when I get to the New Testament and you start reading about Jesus and you start saying, oh, I think God's a lot more like this.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:11:47] This guy. And so I'm grateful for the Scriptures. And I'll tell you, there's Margaret Shoskan and I, we always get together and talk about this. Our scriptures are right up there with the ones from the other traditions. I promise you, our Mormon ones are not in any kind of secondary status. Every single work of scripture has human hands all over it. You can just see them, and they're very, you know, they're just speaking a different language. And so, like, for me, the Book of Mormon, you know, what is it just to.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:12:26] I don't know how many pages apart, you see something that's clearly 19th century, you know, Joseph's. Joseph's part of the process, you know, and then you get King Benjamin out of there, you know, and there's just things in there that, you know, still to this day will catch my breath, you know, and so I'm just, you know, certain sections of the DNC and even just parts of the DNC I love Book of Abraham's, well, problematic. Mark and I were talking about it at dinner earlier, but there's some hunches in there.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:05] I don't care if they came from scrolls. You know, they're part of my life and I get insight from them. And I do want to teach. I learned this new way of reading scripture called lectio divina that I want to share in the future with everybody because it's the most powerful way to read scripture, I think, that I've ever discovered.

John Dehlin [00:13:24] That's a teaser.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:25] Yeah.

John Dehlin [00:13:28] What does the church mean to you? What's the role of the church?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:33] You're talking the institutional church. Because scripturally.

John Dehlin [00:13:37] Oh, you talk about both.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:38] Well, the church, scripturally, is anybody who's, what, trying to follow God, trying to do goodness. You know, there's only two churches. There's this and that, and then Moroni 7, you know, if it's. If it's leading you to good, it's from me. If it's leading you the other way. I'm not a Satan believer. Everybody said, okay, hope that doesn't throw at you. That is names that just name something, you know, in us. But. And, you know, so I believe in the church as the community of saints, the community of people striving for God. Then we have the institutional church, which.

John Dehlin [00:14:18] What's its role?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:14:21] Well, to hold a discussion together, you know, to say, these are the scriptures, these are the themes. These are, you know, directions that we want to go. Let's try to get more people to grow, and they offer programs and whatnot. But, you know, they build the buildings, they keep the lights on, they, you know, provide the temples.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:14:46] But all of that should be seen as for us and not us to break ourselves over that. You know what I mean? Like, the Sabbath was made for us, not us for the Sabbath. The church is made for us and for us. It should serve and lift and help us all.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:15:13] But when we feel it being draconian and, you know, demanding this of us and demanding of that, that's when we need to do some inner work and figure out our boundaries, figure out what our relationship should be to it. But I'm grateful for it, you know. And, you know, with priesthood, I, you know, I really separate power from authority, and I always just consider the authority part to be.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:15:41] Yeah, it's an organizational thing. You get to run this. You get to decide what happens in a meeting. You get to decide this or that. So keys kind of order. Yeah, just like that. Where priesthood is power, man. Everybody's got that. Everyone has Their access to it, if we'll just give ourselves permission. But a lot of us, oh, no, that's overstepping it. And we're afraid of all that God wants to give us. I mean, it's a feast. It's abundance. And we're, like, going, oh, I'm not sure that's proper, you know, and that's sad.

John Dehlin [00:16:14] You mean men and women when you say that?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:16:15] Oh, yeah, absolutely. Sure. And more women are claiming it. And I'm all for that. That's the power. The rest is, you know, I'm authorized to write you a ticket as a cop.

John Dehlin [00:16:29] Yeah.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:16:31] That's all.

Making Peace with Church History

John Dehlin [00:16:31] How have you made peace with Joseph Smith and Brigham Young?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:16:37] You know, different guys.

John Dehlin [00:16:41] Two of the most strong personalities, let's say.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:16:45] Yeah, I mean, Joseph is a mystic. His hunches. That's honestly what I love about Mormonism. This uncreated business, this everything's eternal, everything's capable of enlargement. You know, it leads into that whole, you know, everything. Joy in the measure of their creation. Everything should be considered its own end in itself. All that kind of stuff. We're really strong on that because we're not believing that God created it out of nothing. We're believing in a universe that came together through God.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:17:24] God's attraction. You know, the attractiveness of this, to grow into a new order, to find more fulfillment and stuff like that. So Joseph Smith in all those areas is wonderful, but like every other, you know, person, he's way wrong on some things, you know, and, you know, it's like everyone kind of knows about Martin Luther King and some of his stuff. I'll tell you, read Erik Erickson's book on Gandhi, Gandhi's Truth. Right in the middle of it, he just goes, I'm going to stop, and I need to write a letter to Gandhi himself. And he writes about, dude, some of your weird stuff about testing your strength of character by having nude women sleep with you.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:18:07] That ain't good. And he just feels like talking to the great soul that way. And so with Joseph and some of the things like that, I'm just not. I'm not down with. And, you know, I was one of the main final editor on Carolyn Pearson's Ghost of Eternal Polygamy. And I just love her sort of take, you know, don't say that he didn't love people. Don't say that his, you know, his heart wasn't in the right place.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:18:38] But I'm looking forward to having good talks with him later. And he'll. He'll admit to me, that was a wrong move. I hate the consequences of that. So I like that. Now Brigham Young, I think the church wouldn't be here today without Brigham Young and sort of that authoritarian, autocratic, you know, buck stops here kind of guy. And you know, certainly, you know, the ends justified the means. And if it was more efficient for me to, you know, to treat you like a jerk, I don't like that part of him.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:19:13] I tend to believe, like Gene England did again, that, you know, his own personal wealth and stuff, there was at least a part of that that was probably to protect the assets of the church by not having them subject to being confiscated or whatnot. So I at least give him those kinds of things. And I really think he wanted to.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:19:34] I love his stuff about a regional self sufficient economy. Spend your money here, grow this economy. We can't be doing that. If you want to smoke and have cigars, grow the tobacco here. You know, you want to make your own wine, those kinds of things. I mean, I really think he was the one that we needed to do this. But of course, people voted with their feet against some of his crazy stuff, right? His Adam God. Well, I'm not going to say crazy because I've actually seen the Adam God presented in a lovely way that, you know, I mean, there's some ennobling things about that that I want to honor.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:20:11] But blood, atonement, you know, it's like you teach it 10 times from the pulpit. How long did it last? You know, it really didn't stick. So again, I think that's the way we should deal with things today too. It's just like, you know, have your own mind when it comes to what a particular person teaches.

John Dehlin [00:20:33] For those who want to, you know, take some of Joseph's teachings, like the matter is eternal or any of his teachings, and then tie them to specific sources of inspiration, books that he would have had available to him, other people he would have known. What you know, how do you make sense of or reconcile the fact that he may have. Joseph may have brought to us an inspiring vision, but most of the source material likely came as him acting as cultural sponge of people and texts that were around him. What credit does he get in your mind for that?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:21:23] Well, what credit do any of us get? We have our own autobiographies, you know, everything that we've learned, at what point in our life we learned it. Who did we meet and somebody else didn't meet that were influential on us. But also, no matter what we're co creating, anything that is inspired. You know, I'm putting it into a form that I, you know, I draw on all my resources. I'm writing a book right now, and I'm drawing on, you know, just. I mean, there's so many things I can't name where I got them. You know, I kind of have a thing planned for the acknowledgments to that fact.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:22:04] I'm going to credit Mike here, though, for one thing. One of his tips was always say, which. Always say what you mean, what you believe, but don't always be saying it. But, yeah, always tell your truth, but don't always be telling it. So things like that, I can name Mike on that, but, you know, just my own sponginess, my own history at what time I did it is the same. So a lot of you've probably heard me. But I guess for the folks who haven't, the volcano analogy really works for me. It's from Father David Stendl Rast, who's a monk in Belgium. I think he's about 95 years old right now, but he just.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:22:46] And he's not the only one that talks about it. But a new religion begins by a new eruption of God into the universe, right? So let's imagine a volcano just churning in the universe, but it comes at a very specific time in a very specific place, and it's experienced by a person with very specific contours to their mind, you know, including all their autobiography. When we see the volcano lava, you know, start to, you know, the eruption is no longer happening, we see it take shapes as it goes down the side of the mountain, right?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:23:23] And those shapes are, again, the culture, the expectations. You know, people were wondering about the Indian mind, the mounds, right? They were wondering about where the origins of the Indians were. There was all these different things in the air that was there. And so that's part of this. And you had Joseph's own personality, we had his family's interest for a long time in that there had to be a restoration of early Christianity. And certainly he and his family weren't from the only group that was thinking of that and stuff. So all these things are in Joseph Smith's mind. But I really believe that, boom, something powerful came in and it took shape for that, you know, in a very particular way because of him and because of time and circumstance and culture and all sorts of stuff.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:24:14] So then, you know, the lava, you know, begins to cool a little bit more, right? You can still see the glow instead of the pure orange. And eventually you end up with Igneous rock. You know, you get these lava fields, and how many people would look at a lava field today and go, man, everything there was created in fire. You know, you have to kind of really think through your earth science, right, to get to that. And yet, so what we end up doing, too often in Mormonism and in our own lives and stuff, any spiritual experiences we have, we interact with it so far downstream that it's hard to see the fire that was ever in it.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:24:57] And so some of the things that happen in the Mormon Church and some of the cultural expectations and all those things, there's something burning in there. Like I. Like I said, I couldn't find that for the mall, you know, so I didn't go it. But there's usually something in there that you can kind of say, okay, I can see why that worked. I can see why it worked in the 19th century, and it doesn't work so well today. But, you know, we got these echoes in here. And I can live with that and try to, you know, explain it that way as an echo, but for the most part, I just don't worry about there being a human being with things in there any more than I.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:25:36] I'd be paralyzed, and I would never even dare, you know, give talks in public or do a podcast, you know. So does that work for the answer?

John Dehlin [00:25:43] Okay, thank you.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:25:44] Sorry.

John Dehlin [00:25:46] So let's shift gears a tiny bit and talk about your ministry.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:25:54] I'm just looking at the time, man.

John Dehlin [00:25:56] Do you have to go somewhere?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:25:57] No, I don't.

John Dehlin [00:25:58] Do you have an appointment? Do you have an appointment?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:26:01] Okay. All right.

John Dehlin [00:26:04] This is for history.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:26:05] Oh, for history. Wow.

Middle Way Mormonism and Dan's Ministry

John Dehlin [00:26:08] So, Dan, so one. You know, when I'm looking for a cheap, easy way to describe you and what you do in your audience, and I don't know, I just. I don't mean it in, like, a bad way.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:26:24] Elevator speech.

John Dehlin [00:26:25] Progressive Mormonism, liberal Mormonism. How do you self describe your brand or type of Mormonism and what you espouse and kind of who your audience is, or do you.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:26:40] Well, you had kind of posed it to me about. You called it Middle Way Mormonism. And I did do a show in my first year on that using that term. I have never liked any of those qualifiers, you know, so I try to be a Mormonism.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:26:56] I try to be a Mormon, let others figure out what I am. You know what I mean? That's. You know, it's like Mormon was. I used to. Seriously, during. Especially those years when I couldn't get a job, I would want them to know. Yeah. I'm a Mormon, but I think Tom Green's a crazy dude too, you know, because that was who was going on, you know, he was our famous polygamist back then, you know, or I would be a Mormon. I'm a Mormon. Yeah, but I'm a cool Mormon. I'm a liberal one, you know, I'm a Democrat, you know, you know, all those kinds of different things.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:27:28] And that just used to be really important to me. It's not important at all anymore. And I don't like those because it's too easy for others to categorize you and go. So I would love just to avoid it. So what do you see now on my podcast, I'll say something like sort of in the circles.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:27:52] Or I'll say the community that sort of listens to this podcast. I'll just group the people who are Mormon Matters listeners by people that will. That want to talk at this. In this sort of space. You know, that's where it is for me now. So I don't know that I have a ministry to anybody other than people, you know, I really. I got this term just last fall. Recognition, energy.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:28:20] And it was in the context of, like, let's think about reading the New Testament from the perspective of those who follow Jesus with no idea about the Resurrection, nothing about atonement or whatever. What was it they recognized in him that drew them to him? And I'm not saying that for me, but there's recognition, energy that we're. That's at play in lots of. Lots of things. And so there's a certain.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:28:46] There's just a certain level, a certain type of people that something in my approach is they recognize it as something that's important for them maybe just now at one stage of their long journey or whatever. But that's, you know, I'm not a real promoter, you know, and I, you know, I don't ask for enough money. Right, Laurie? At the end of each podcast, more donations. But, yeah, I just. I'm just grateful, you know. And again, I gravitate towards certain teachers and certain people and stuff like that in my life. And that's all. That's all. I try again. I don't really have a big marketing plan, like who am I trying to reach?

John Dehlin [00:29:31] But you would acknowledge there is such a thing as, let's just say, orthodox Mormonism, right? I mean, it's hard to use any labels. Labels always fail. I was interviewing a Jehovah's Witness last week or the week before, and I kept using the term orthodox Jehovah's Witness. And then something else, and he stopped me and he said, there's no such thing as the term orthodox Jehovah's Witness,

Dan Wotherspoon [00:29:58] because everybody believes the same thing.

John Dehlin [00:30:00] He says, there's Jehovah Witnesses and then there's people who are no longer Jehovah's Witnesses. And I was like, oh, you know, and this is a guy who hasn't spoken to his father in five years because he's shunned, and his father hasn't met his own children.

John Dehlin [00:30:16] Right? So we're not that. Right. That's not. We're so. And maybe 10 or 15 or 20 years ago, maybe we were more like that. I don't know. Or maybe 50 years ago, we were actually less orthodox in some ways than we are now. I know it's complicated, but, you know, there is something. There is. There is Mormon orthodoxy, and it's important to say that, because there is. There is alternatives, you know, and I think you've helped carve out that space. And so. So let's just talk about that for a second.

Helping People Through Faith Transitions

John Dehlin [00:30:49] Somebody comes to you and says, I stumbled on the essays. I stumbled on CES letter, my kid's gay, I'm a woman, and I want to have a career. Whatever it is, they come to you, and they come to you really on that edge of saying, do I want to be a part of this community anymore? You know, how do you talk to them?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:31:21] Listen a lot. I hope. Hope I don't start spouting too early, you know, identify.

John Dehlin [00:31:29] How do you make the pitch for staying engaged?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:31:31] Oh, well, I don't know that that's the right choice for them. You know, again, during. From 1989 to 2000 was sort of my time, about three or four years, Laurie, that I wasn't very active. You know, I had to go away because I was just too upset.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:31:54] And so part of that time, I got quite involved with the first unitarian Church on 13th east below the U, because I wanted something, you know, spiritual, but something to chew on or whatnot. And then for a while, I made a couple of friends in my ward, and I wanted to go see them more than worrying about, you know, what was going to be taught or whatever. And so church was about going to see them. And I'd go in the morning to hear Tom Goldsmith, the pastor, and I'd, you know, go to my ward in the afternoon. And so I don't know that anyone, you know, just like every relationship, you shouldn't have an end in mind.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:32:32] You know, this is the only acceptable End, you know. Right. It's not a real relationship like that. And so I would say everyone's journey, there's no real place for it. But I. But I do have studied a lot of Campbell and faith, you know, faith curves of, you know, the directions that people go.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:32:52] It's usually out, and it doesn't have to be physically out, but what happens when you, you know, you slay the dragons, you, you know, you defeat. You defeat this fear, you know, all the, all the different things that you're doing in this hero's journey, you know, this one thing is you're accomplishing, you know, something. Something has died. A fear, a sense of I'm not good enough or whatever. And as you're out and you're in your journey, one by one, old views are dying and new ones are emerging like the lava.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:33:39] I'm not sure. I'm not saying that's bad. You probably are just thinking about some. Let me just quickly say, but the hero doesn't really know if they've internalized this until what. Till they go back to their own community and can, you know, can I interact? You know, can I become the master of both worlds? You know, I know this inner journey. I've had all these experiences and can I be back in my community to offer the gifts that I have gained from my journey and, you know, and then, and then give them and so I don't know if anybody know. Carolyn Pearson wrote her book about the Hero's journey for gay and lesbian Latter Day Saints.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:34:26] And if they're capable and if they choose to, you know, she says you could be the most powerful teachers of Mormonism. But I don't know that it would be healthy, I think, if our son Alex or our daughter Hope would have gotten to a, you know, if they, either one of them were gay and it hurt them to have me be in the church, you know, like dad, you know, what goes on there.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:34:52] I would have stayed out, you know, to honor that. I think both of them would have realized I'm fighting for them within. Right. But, you know, but on the other hand, I don't. You can't predict it. So what is my pitch to them? It's just like, man, take your time.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:35:12] You took a long time becoming Mormon. You know, if you're going to become un Mormon, take a long time. Don't leave a cardboard version of it. You know, don't, you know, there's this whole, you know, what is it? We don't see the world as it is. We see the world as we are, right? You're going to find whatever you're looking for. If you're looking for closed mindedness, you're going to find it. If you're looking for good, pure hearts, you're going to find them, you know, and so I would just hope that everybody wrestles and gets into a position. My good friend Rick Jepsen, I know is listening.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:35:46] He taught me the greatest metaphor ever. It's just like it was at Sunstone during a thing. And then I ended up publishing this article on God wrestling. It's the metaphor of what is a wrestler, somebody who is fighting. I want to take Richard Tenney here down and I'm pitting myself against you and you're pitting yourself against me. But as we're, as we're fighting, we're also hugging, right? We're embracing. And I think that's the ultimate metaphor for a faith journey when it comes to a community, when it comes to God, when it comes to, you know, the messages, you know, you get your messages from your parents and you get their version of Mormonism long before your, your cortexes and all that stuff are, are working out there.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:36:33] They just come in at this very, you know, subtle level of a child. And so the wrestle with that should be to differentiate your ideas and you decide what Mormonism is. And hopefully it's bigger or different than what your parents internalized or at least that you picked up along the way as your major things. And so wrestling while hugging, you know, that to me is, that's what it is, you know. But again, get away from the pain. If you're getting punched in the face every week, take your time out, you know, do what you need to do to get your equilibrium again. Then you go in for the fight another day.

John Dehlin [00:37:18] So if somebody says, so the Rubicons that I've crossed are, I can't go back to a traditional view of deity. I can't deal with the literalness of it. I can't deal with the exclusivity of it, historicity of it. I don't support the ways that it harms people. So they say to you, if I've crossed the Rubicon on all those different areas, what's the value proposition? What are some of the things you offer to people about the value prop? If they come to you saying, what's the value proposition of staying in the wrestle, I can go wrestle elsewhere. And I'm not saying you will.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:38:04] You.

John Dehlin [00:38:05] Okay, so talk about that.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:38:06] So talk about that. I don't know, you know, a lot Of. I mean, I really think that, you know, our first, you know, fight or flight. Right? You know, that's natural. And of course, again, I didn't want the responsibility of growing up, so I was fleeing from it and I fled into some really dark directions. But ultimately, you've got to make peace with it, right? I mean, this is one of the things that, you know, your whole life, hopefully part of your wrestle is every piece of everything that ever happened to you. And so, like, I've honestly listening to Michelle Obama's book on big long drive to Albuquerque and back.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:38:54] I mean, I'm just bawling in this early section of it because here's her parents, you know, wonderful, brilliant, you know, their own way just kept, you know, the ceiling was pretty low, but, man, the values that they taught and this and that in.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:39:13] In the. To them. And so she and Craig both end up at Princeton and, you know, successful and amazing people. But I'm just bawling because I had to make some peace with my family, which was quite a bit more chaotic. You know, there weren't rules. You know, I could get by on BS instead of really doing my homework, you know, because again, I have a good memory. You know, I don't need to study it because I can recall it to. To be the performer, you know, when I needed. So. So I just. I'm just, you know, just. You realize that, you know, we've got. I have to make peace with my upbringing, and I love my mom, I love my dad.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:39:53] They gave me so many gifts, but they didn't give me discipline, you know, and so that's. That was just a thing that I had to do. I've had to make peace with, you know, various difficult and, you know, shadow work, whatever you'd want to call it.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:40:08] And so I think the church for anybody else is going to end up having to be something that they wrestle with and make peace with and don't stay in the stance of, you know, the victim to it. You know, get the power back by, you know, by somehow saying, nobody intentionally tried to screw you up. You know, you got to get to that sort of point and where you can enter into their lives and their hearts and sort of imagine what the world was like for them. And, you know, so I've heard you

John Dehlin [00:40:41] talk about making peace with it, and I've heard you talk about it providing you with a moral structure. What else?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:40:55] Friendships, relationships, practicing. You know, what I think I know in terms of, you know, being loving and accepting of others and, you know, seeing them you know, with love first. So just the community is important. I think we, you know, if we're in any echo chamber. Right. And our mind certainly can be an echo chamber. We need to test our ideas out on other people. We need to have pushback. You and I, we are like great friends, but it's because we push and we're the loving each other, because we fight with each other kind of guys.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:41:36] And so I'm always grateful when I throw my crap out at you and you throw it back and I do the same for you. So that's what I hope. You know, everybody has that. So church does that for me. It offers rituals, you know, it teaches a Sabbath, teaches a chance to reflect, you know, it builds things into your wake, you know, and whatnot. That at least give you a chance to call something good, you know, something other than your normal crap and stress. So what else does it give me? I don't know. I found my wife made babies through the church, and I loved my mission. My mission was transformative and amazing.

John Dehlin [00:42:24] And the soul work, what's the opportunity for spirituality and soul work there beyond community and service?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:42:35] Oh, soul work within the church. Yeah, yeah.

John Dehlin [00:42:39] What does the church have to offer beyond ritual, beyond the chance to serve, beyond community?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:42:47] Well, I mean, again, it's teachings about the soul. Very optimistic. None of you are junk. None of you are a mistake. You know, you are beloved. You have divine core. If you don't feel in your divine core, it's because you've gotten a cloud, you know, it's blocking it from you. You're lost in your own mind, your own fears, your own struggles, this kinds of stuff. And so the church has these wonderful optimistic teachings and a very beautiful view of humans and potentiality and all that stuff. Now, again, some of that gets lost in got to follow the commandment. Instead of realizing that a commandment is not because God's going to be mad at you if you don't do it, it's going to.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:43:37] The consequence of some of these things is simply going to be, you're going to have less life, you're going to have less chance for joy and happiness. If you get caught up in some of these other things, it's just going to be the natural consequence. So I'm almost more of a karmic view of that. There's no punishment, there's no. God is pushing buttons. And you get it. You don't. Kurt doesn't get it very often, but looking at my friend here.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:44:07] But our church really kind of has that wonderful thing. So when God created everything and when it ends up into the God wants to be worshiped rather than be in communion, if we'll just let ourselves, we're already at one. The atonement. Phil does great language on this. You know, it's just rediscovering our own. At one meant with God. And let Christ's life, let his teachings, let him move you in such a way that you're inspired to trust and to surrender to being more instead of like, I want to hold on to what I am, so I'm not going to allow myself to grow. And I think that's the big change that has to happen in people. Does that make sense? Okay, I'm looking at him for approval. Does that make sense? Okay. Thanks.

John Dehlin [00:45:03] As you. So I imagine that this work can be difficult, that, I mean, let's talk a little bit about, you know, I can't say that you and I have had the same emotional landscape, but I can tell you that this work can be very difficult. Trying to be a voice in this space, trying to make a difference, trying to be a constructive voice. And then there are so many different ways that this work can be discouraging, even soul crushing. And I know that you have dealt with depression here and there. There's probably something to be said about depression separate from any of this work. And then there might also be something to say about how this work has an interplay with that depression. Are you comfortable talking about that at all?

Mental Health, Depression, and Personal Struggles

Dan Wotherspoon [00:46:06] Well, I'm certainly happy to talk about my own depression. I'm type 2 bipolar, so I have fairly normal cycles of feeling really high, full of lots of energies and ideas. And then I'll, you know, I don't get to the point where I can't get out of bed. So it never gets so dark and it never gets so high that I call up people at three in the morning and say, I've got a revelation to share with you and you need to know it right now.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:46:36] So that was an inheritance in my family that runs through my family, and I've been a lot more open about it. I finally decided to start taking meds only about 10 years ago. I would just write them out, you know, and so, yeah, I get low energy. I notice it a lot in.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:46:57] I can't focus on many things at once. I can usually have five or six, you know, kind of projects that I can, you know, nurture. I might be just the emails today is all I can manage or just this or just that. And I can rise to the occasion for a little bit. So there's that. But. But for me, I haven't really seen it that tied to what happens in Mormonism or what you're calling the soul crushing nature of sometimes the work. And again, that's because, honestly, it's the blessing of rock bottom.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:47:32] I got to meet something smarter than me, something, you know, I was making a mess of it, you know, and I had to admit to something else. And so there was this energy that I tapped into, this courage, this, you know, just this support.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:47:54] And so I worry when people feel it's so soul crushing and I'm burning out on this and I'm not seeing change. It's because they want the energy to come from the change. They want to see the results. Instead of like, do you feel like you're doing what you're supposed to do? Are you in alignment with your values as what you feel in the vertical matching, you know, what you're putting out into the world in the horizontal. And so that, to me, is the renewable energy source. The one about. I gave it two years.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:48:29] You know, they're not marrying, you know, LGBT people aren't, you know, marrying in the temple. I'm out of here. You know, I'm not being extreme there. So I hope that's what I'm saying is your energy has to come from here. And hopefully people can let themselves experience this, and especially smart people like all of us in this room. It's hard.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:48:55] It's hard because all of our acclaim, all of the things that we're known for, the things that stroke our egos and stuff, is what we can do here. And for one way or another, I just say start working some disciplines.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:49:13] Meditation, you know, mindfulness, prayer, you know, and again, prayer. I think I mentioned it recent podcast, you know, at a certain point, we ask thee, we thank thee. I'm good. Will you give to me? That's supposed to be gone, you know, and prayer simply changes as you develop a different relationship to where it can be perhaps more of this friend to friend, you know?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:49:42] Yeah, that sucked. I'm still weak here. I know you love me. You know, let's, you know, I mean, some of my stuff that, you know, I really feel is like, okay, let's get working on this. You know, you've been dragging your heels. You know, I've been telling. I've been serving it up to you.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:50:01] Finally time to deal with it. It's finally time to write this book that you've been putting off for three years. You know, that kind of stuff. So three years. Well, I've had it in mind for about three to four years. Yeah.

John Dehlin [00:50:13] But I've wanted you to write a book for 10 years or more.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:50:17] But honestly, I'll let you guys know something. I, you know, I've kind of been a podcaster and an editor and, you know, a ghostwriter and stuff like that. I feel like. So I've been a podcaster with this other stuff. I think I'm going to be a writer who has a podcast now. So I've got some books in me. So if some of you will buy it. I will. I mean, I'll write it either way. I'll write it because I'm compelled to write it. But, yeah, I think I'm starting to get the hint and acting on the hint that I should write

John Dehlin [00:50:55] Beautiful. And I'm super excited for that. So, as in the same breath, we're going to say the middle way is an inadequate term, or progressive or liberal Mormons is an inadequate term. And you're going to say, I just like the term Mormon. And in 2019, that word has become forbidden officially, which makes it kind of ironic.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:51:19] I can't figure out how to get around it.

John Dehlin [00:51:21] So let's just put aside all that complexity for a second. I, you know, as an observer of you and as someone who for many years was and in some ways still is an advocate for a middle way or a progressive Mormonism or a bigger Mormonism or an enlightened Mormonism, whatever it is, I sometimes think of myself as keeping score. So it's sort of like CES Letter, Tanner's pick, whatever podcast you want that's viewed as anti Mormon, available to sort of pull people out.

John Dehlin [00:52:00] And then there's, and of course, that's from orthodox Mormonism. And then there's sort of, you know, your work, or maybe Gina Colvin's work up until a certain point, and maybe still, and, you know, maybe Thomas McConkie or, you know, the Givens or the Bushmans, sort of, or the Flumans or the Masons or the Maxwell Institute trying to fight for a bigger, better, brighter, more enlarged Mormonism. Right? And sometimes I think about like, whoa, what's the score? And I think probably the biggest question that I get is, you know, and this is mostly from the post Mormon perspective they all want, you know, it's a reflection of them.

John Dehlin [00:52:42] It's. Is there a massive defection? You know, is the church hemorrhaging? You know, that is the number one question I get. And, you know, obviously post Mormon, so many of them want. Either they're angry at the church and they want to see it torn down, or they have chosen a certain path and they want to feel validated by knowing that there's a huge groundswell, that the arc of history is bending towards their decision. Who knows what the motive is? But that's a question that everybody wants to ask me all the time.

John Dehlin [00:53:15] And then I watch, you know, I get to see the stats of a thoughtful faith podcast. I get to see the stats of Mormon matters. I get to see the donations, right? And I get to see how the interest waxes or wanes over time.

John Dehlin [00:53:32] And there are times where I feel like, man, it seems like there's an argument to be made that, man, it seems like CES Letter's winning. It seems like post Mormonism and ex Mormonism is winning. And that's not just a Mormon thing. If you look at the broader cultural influences of, of the rise of the nuns and secularism in the Western world, you could say that religion's on the ropes and Mormonism's on the ropes, right? So on the one hand you could say, and Jeremy Reynolds, Forgive me, but CES letter 10, progressive Mormonism, 2. You know what I mean? You could say that.

John Dehlin [00:54:14] But then you could also flip and say, look at all these changes Russell M. Nelson's making in 20, 19, 18, like the stuff that was being called on for decades before you and I came on the scene. And that certainly for the past 14 years we've been calling for whether it's more service oriented missions, whether it's a better place for women, whether it's better, better understanding of the LGBT experience, less racism, more transparency around the history, a more open space for diversity, a more tolerance for questioning and doubt.

John Dehlin [00:55:00] You could say, holy smokes, progressive liberal, middle way Mormonism. 10. It's gotten to the point where, you know, fair and farms and the Maxwell Institute are kind of like on the ropes because so much of what they used to do now the church has absorbed and is doing institutionally. And all these changes Russell and Nelson seems to be making make it easier to be Mormon. I mean, if you could draw one string across all the changes, maybe two strings. One is that it's stuff that the, the Internet has been screaming for and clamoring for over the past 14 years. And two is it all helps make Mormonism a little bit gentler, a little bit kinder, a little bit easier to be a member. So what's the score?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:55:51] Quite a long question.

John Dehlin [00:55:52] Well, this gotta get one of those.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:55:54] So at least this was something that he put in the little list about what we talk about.

The Future of Mormonism and the Church

John Dehlin [00:55:58] Finally, we talked about something. You'll have to remind me what was on this list.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:56:03] It was like tips and whatnot. And so it's fine. I've probably covered most of, you know, in some form or another, some of the things. Yeah. So this one I'm a little bit ready for. And a lot of people who know me well, I've been trying out various iterations of what I see happening right now. I really like the end of Jana Reese's book. So the one about the next Mormons, the end of that last paragraph, which way it'll go is to be seen. Will it embrace this or will it become smaller and tighter and more this or the other thing? So I really. What I've begun to notice and again, just from my background, reading through the years, I took a philosophy of science class and I read Thomas Kuhn's Structure of Scientific Revolutions, which is, you know, things don't grow by accretion.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:56:57] Certainly science advances this way. But all of a sudden you have to have a complete paradigm shift, you know, has to happen. And what was the old paradigm has to be honored because look at all the good science you did out of it. You know, you asked these types of questions of the world and you got these results. Hallelujah. But, you know, enough things start to fail, enough things start to not.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:57:23] You couldn't predict with the success that you could beforehand. And so eventually a new group comes along and says, ah, at least in this area, let's just go from Einstein. Well, let's at least go to quantum. You know, Einstein still holds force in the, you know, astrophysics, you know, gravity, you know, the fields, space and time, relativity, all that stuff. But it couldn't handle what you're finding in the quantum world. So quantum came along and it's learned to coexist with this because there was all these failures of experiments that were supposed to give the other results. So I think what's happening in Mormonism is we are right now in a huge moment where one paradigm is coming

John Dehlin [00:58:14] to a close, which is name that paradigm for lack of correlation.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:58:19] You know, something like that. Where, you know, we, we say, here's the parameters, you know, of what could go on in churches and things like this. And everything's under Salt Lake control. And you get a lot of the, you know, believe us, it's us against the world. Will you believe. Will you believe us or will you believe the world? And this is a decision in your life. And I think that that's, that's fading. But really what has to happen is you've got to have a new paradigm that's giving you better results before you'll ever leave something. Right, Right. So I think when you say this middle space is starting to rise and you could say it has the 10 points versus the other one, I think there are more and more people who are finding themselves grounded in their own experience with God.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:59:12] They trust themselves. You know, they certainly honor and respect leaders and teachers and they try to, you know, teach within the basic parameter of the lesson. Right. Pick at least a couple of good paragraphs. Right. You focus on it, then you do your thing.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:59:29] There's more and more people that are doing that. And I think this stuff is becoming less scary, you know, were less frightful to people. Oh, they don't. They seem to be still moral. They still seem to be showing up at the ward projects. They, you know, they're a beloved member of our community. I can see that they have a testimony in the way that they share it and stuff. So I think we're at this moment where the old one is sort of showing its weaknesses. It's running out, but we're waiting for the new one to kind of say it's okay. But the thing about us who, let's say.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:00:12] Let's just say that we're working a little bit more over here, we have got to appreciate it, we've got to honor it. We don't have to honor every little piece of it, but we honor it for its role in our lives.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:00:27] The, you know, the step by step, the programs, you know, here's people who are older and wiser than me and yeah, I let them do the deciding for what I should think for a while and just have to honor it.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:00:41] But then you can show that you can do more in this other way. There's more blessings, there's more richness out here. But the thing about, like with the scientific things that we have to remember is you invest your life, lets say scientific.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:00:58] I've invested my life with this theory. I've done my experimentations in this. I've gotten funding, you know, for my laboratories. I've risen to the top of my field. I'm the head of. I get to choose who gets to get into the good journals or not. You know, because you've invested in this, it's very hard for you to want to welcome the new. Right. You're going to hold on and you're going to try to get the youth and you're Going to try to get everybody to be in this one, rather than, you know, what this vague thing over here is.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:01:36] But I have to honor that as a normal human desire, you know, I mean, at some point you just have to say, they're not trying to be evil. They're not trying to close everything down. They are simply doing what they know and what worked for them.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:01:56] You know what I mean? So we have to remember to think about paradigms not only as a set of teachings, but it's almost like, what are the questions to ask? You know, instead of, like, only thinking about the Holy Ghost and teaching of it as its role is to confirm the truth to you of basically what you already know.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:02:18] You know, let's ask different questions about what the spirit does. You know, what's the spirit as a. As leading you into new territories, or it's leading you to do your soul work, stuff like that. We need to honor that. So a new paradigm where people share vulnerably and authentically, and we're seeing more and more stories of that, you know, on the Internet. Wow, I did something in Relief Society that scared me to death. I started a conversation by saying, I don't know what I think anymore on this one, or I'm really struggling with xyz and then having the entire room completely love that conversation.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:02:59] That's the paradigm I think we're going to. The questions of being. What does it mean to really sustain and support and to be a community are the ones that I think are going to grow versus the truth claims. You know, we believe this, this, this, and this in a hard way, you know, and we started having faith, or we think that belief in these things is what it means to be a Mormon instead of being real with each other in community. So does that make it.

John Dehlin [01:03:30] So you're saying we're going to move towards vulnerability and authenticity?

Dan Wotherspoon [01:03:34] I hope so.

John Dehlin [01:03:35] As the energy, as the paradigm shift.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:03:37] Yeah. Well, yeah, but again, who knows when it'll be a tipping point to where it's a real thing that other people go, wow, that was the best Relief Society class we ever had. That Sunday School class.

John Dehlin [01:03:49] Oof.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:03:49] You know, I want to learn more about actual New Testament instead of just looking for scriptures that proves, you know, what I already think about Jesus and his message or whatever. So it's just going to have to emerge. So I don't know which way it'll go. Like Janice says, I don't know which way it'll go. But I. To me, it's a hopeful thing because it gives Me something to do.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:04:11] It gives all of us something to do, you know, something, if that's what we feel called to. To embody a spirituality that's grounded in something more than truth claims, something more than beliefs, but some sort of real, you know, felt connection with whatever it is that's the widest and most powerful creative force in the universe, you know, so that makes some sense. Am I like this paradigm is. I think it's happening. I think we're watching. I bet we'll see it in a couple of weeks in conference. We'll see certain guys, you know, well, hope guys, and many women, we hope, who will be sharing in some ways from one or the other.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:04:55] And the ones that are all propping up the way it's been, or they're just doing what they know best. And other ones are, you know, some of them talk to you like you're a real person, you know, and stuff. Well, you know what I mean? I mean, again, I don't blame them for how they speak in conference because they know where the center of the church is. The center of gravity is people that, you know, want answers.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:05:27] And we're the kind of people that go, give me better questions. I want to go exploring. Right? I mean, that's like. That's almost we're after. And they feel like they have to deliver answers. And I want to move into a church that says, you know, you know, as I gave this talk and as I prepared it, man, I got into some interesting material that sort of blew my mind. Can I share it with you? You know, I'd love that to be almost. You know, it'll never be that casual, but I would love that to be the case. But, you know, us Interneters, we pick out one or two lines, you know, just like, we take a person and we look at the worst thing they ever did, and that defines that person.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:06:08] You know, we'll look at these one or two lines that just triggered us or made us, you know, feel uncomfortable. And that's. It's the worst talk in the world, you know, so we got to get off this roller coaster of emotions over, you know, was this progressive or not? You know, that's at least where I think we have to be.

John Dehlin [01:06:31] So.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:06:32] And this is getting too long, right? I see a lot.

John Dehlin [01:06:35] Where do you wrap up?

Dan Wotherspoon [01:06:36] Because I want to talk to you guys.

John Dehlin [01:06:39] Does the. Does the question of whether the church grows stagnates or shrinks? Does that even matter to you? Hmm.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:06:54] I gave up. This is a Richard Bushman thing. I gave up. On the church is the stone cut from the mountain without hands. You know, it's a bad reading of Daniel anyway. But this idea that it's supposed to fill the whole earth to whether it's. He used the term like a saving remnant, you know, all it needs to be is to be here on the earth and, you know, contribute its truths. I love Krista Tippett. She talks about how every religion seems to pick up something that is definitely in the Christian or the, you know, whatever in the world, whether you go Eastern or Western.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:07:31] And they seem to love it. You know, they say, ah, this is our thing. And you have to have a bunch of people giving that thing its most full expression. So whatever Mormonism is, whether it is the idea of eternal progression, that would be my point. That would be my favorite.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:07:54] We work with it, we love it, we teach about it, and so we contribute to that truth being more manifest in the world. So if it takes all of us, the whole world, knowing our message, I'm agnostic on it. As long as we're doing it, it's available.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:08:13] But again, you and I have argued about what missionaries are doing. So for those of you who don't know, we've been on shows together. We had one where we were just basically interviewing each other and it turned into us arguing with each other. Some of you would write, I'm a Dan Mormon, I'm a John Moorman, and stuff like that. But we.

John Dehlin [01:08:32] That's a scary thought.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:08:35] Yeah, right.

John Dehlin [01:08:35] It is.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:08:36] It's just like you're calling this thing a celebration to me, you know, I don't like it.

John Dehlin [01:08:40] I like that better.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:08:43] But the thing was, when I really thought about my mission, I don't know how many people were converted to Joseph Smith and the truths of the Gospel. Most people were just wanting there, felt something missing in their life, and we showed up at the right time. So they wanted to step up their spirituality game, you know, and there's.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:09:07] Who's to argue with that. So I'm all for keeping the missionary work there, but I don't need them to because, you know, the beliefs of the church aren't as important as the community of the church to me. And here's a community that can support you and love you and, you know, hopefully you've got enough of your own thing to not worry about.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:09:25] We took an investigator to, to a fasted testimony, which was always, you know, like roulette. And we had the crazy Uncle Albert, you know, kind of person do their thing, and we're just like, ah, and afterwards we said something. She goes, because every church has people like that. You know, she was just down to earth about it. We just need to. We just need to own every part of ourselves. And we're struggling and we're bumbling and, you know, I don't know if I'm done or not.

John Dehlin [01:09:54] I love it. So I want to move on to some exciting announcements before we take some questions and comments. But what did I ask you to prepare to talk about?

Dan Wotherspoon [01:10:06] Well, there's various tips.

John Dehlin [01:10:08] I don't want to just have that go in the trash can. So anything that you've prepared that you want to just kind of put on

Dan Wotherspoon [01:10:17] the record, there's a couple things here that I didn't do, so I'll just give you that. I just had six.

John Dehlin [01:10:21] So there's a six.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:10:22] What, this six? If you're going to be in this space within Mormonism, these would be good things to have, you know, at least, in my opinion, these would be among the most important things. Try, try, try, try. Try to connect with something larger than what your brain can do, what you can think, what your own will can manage. So whatever, again, you want to call it God, life, the dao, you know, Ilan, Vital, whatever it would be, connect with that and directly experience it as number two. So have some kind of practice, some kind of practice that puts you in the now instead of, you know, what I got going today and the dramas of this, or you constantly thinking and redoing conversations, just get something to where you can be open to this power.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:11:20] Now, it won't always be great, you know, in that moment, but if you connect with something, you know, steady and beautiful and whatnot every day, you're going to be great. So you just need at least 20 to 30 minutes of something like that.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:11:36] Again, beware of the lenses we're wearing. We see what we're looking for. Don't see the world as it is. We see it as we are. So then you gotta examine, am I leading with love? Am I granting goodwill to other people?

Dan Wotherspoon [01:11:50] Am I trying to enter imaginatively into their lives and the stories of them? Laurie and I have had some really interesting experiences with ward members that kind of rub us the wrong way. But then we'll get to know something about their circumstances. You know, their parents will come to bless a baby, and then they'll be dominating, you know, either up on the stand or in priesthood meeting or relief Society. Okay, I can see where they got that. Honestly, I could cut them a lot more slack now than just because you know, they drove me crazy. So things along those lines, Mark and I just were talking before we came here, you know, here we are, we're living our life with our full insides, the full, full who we are in this great stuff, and yet we're only judging people by what they say, what they do.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:12:45] We just have to be willing to enter into their life. So I've got a little section in the book where I'm going to. I haven't quite fully articulated yet in my writing, but with two questions. You can get people's what makes them tick? You know, and once you get to know what makes them tick, then you can love them.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:13:06] So be our this is a big gene England 1. Be accountable for our part of conflicts. Be accountable for our part of feeling like we're outside the community, you know, so Jodi shared on the podcast we did a series about her dad. We also did a series on Nibley that I thought were both really good ones. But Gene, whenever he needed to talk to somebody that, you know, he felt bad energy coming from or they weren't getting along and maybe this guy shut him down or vice versa, you know, she said he would fast at least one day trying to figure out his part in this.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:13:51] You know, use the example of, you know, the apostles. Is it I? Am I the one that's possibly betraying you? You know, to really be honest and look at that, that's an important thing for us. And so are we working toward a solution, or are we just loving the idea that nobody gets us? You know, nobody else is in my tree? I mean, it must be high or low, right? You know, we kind of like that, you know, always examine our motives.

Dan Wotherspoon [01:14:18] That's more for, like, how you participate in class and remember that you cannot think your way out of a faith crisis. If it's a faith crisis, you got to start involving the elements of faith, which are not things that you can say for certain, but it's a relationship of trust, a trust in this deeper sense of things that also tells you how important and big you are, how capable you are. So those were some of the things I had there.

John Dehlin [01:14:50] I love it.

The Big Announcement and What Comes Next

Part 3 of 3 · Ep. 1090

Guest [00:00:00] Sa.

Guest 2 [00:00:30] All right.

John Dehlin [00:00:30] I don't want to leave any words of wisdom on the table. You got the main stuff out?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:00:35] I think so. You guys want to know what I'm doing next?

John Dehlin [00:00:37] Okay.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:00:38] Okay. So what are you doing?

John Dehlin [00:00:39] What's the big announcement?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:00:40] And I've been debating with a couple of friends how much to share. So one of the. I'm really grateful for John Wanton to have this night and we had a great lunch when I told him I was going to step away from Open Stories foundation and I was going to end my. My leadership of Mormon Matters. All along I've known that Open Stories foundation owns that brand. There was Mormon Stories before me.

John Dehlin [00:01:07] I'm sure there's going to be Mormon Matters.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:01:09] Mormon Matters, Yeah.

Guest [00:01:10] Okay.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:01:12] There's going to be. Perhaps somebody will be chosen to be a host with Mormon Matters, whatever the brand name. He tells me he's not rushing into that, but. So when we met, it was very, very. It was beautiful. I thought we had a gorgeous meeting of the Hearts. So I'm not leaving Mormon Matters or Open Stories foundation for any reason. I'm not leaving Mormon Matters for any reason other than what I'm about to tell you. So Mark and I and a few others, we've started.

John Dehlin [00:01:45] What led to the change? Maybe just talk a tiny bit.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:01:47] About what? I was just starting to phone it in.

John Dehlin [00:01:50] Meaning what? Meaning what?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:01:50] I mean, I could do Mormon Matters in my sleep. Right. You know where I used to read all the books, 100%. I wasn't reading them all now. And a lot of my preparation was five lines on a piece of paper versus really honing what I wanted to talk about ahead of time, things like that. Of course, I think we had some really good episodes. I think some of these last ones have been primo. But, you know, it just like, you know, I was just getting stale. So here's the number one thing, though. So anyway, just quickly, Mark. Mark and I have. We've applied. This is Mark Kriego, Mark Crego over here. He's going to talk a little bit more about this if you're interested. We've started the Faith Journey Foundation. So it's a new umbrella organization.

The Faith Journey Foundation and New Projects

John Dehlin [00:02:42] It's a 501C3.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:02:44] 501C3, called the Faith Journey Foundation. We're an. They give you like 23 months to actually work through any hiccups that might work out. But any donations that anybody wants to move from Open Stories foundation or Mormon Matters can go there. So we've built this umbrella organization and within it, right away we're going to launch three podcasts. So my new one will be called Latter Day Faith.

John Dehlin [00:03:11] Wait, what's the purpose of the nonprofit? Start there, if you don't mind.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:03:15] To nurture people in their journeys from whatever tradition ultimately they're from. Again, we want to have people ground in faith. We want to make faith journeys about faith and not about belief. So within that, my new podcast, which I should launch the first week of April. So, you know, you're not going to, you know a lot of people. Oh, we'll miss your voice out there. It'll just be at a new location. It'll be called Faith Journey foundation, or, excuse me, it will be called Latter Day Faith. And by Latter Day, we simply mean faith, the faith of today instead of the former days. You know, it's the faith of now.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:03:56] What kind of faith do we need to have in this sort of world? What should it be grounded in? All sorts of things like that. And Latter Day is. I mean, well, that's the Latter Day. Well, I guess I sort of talked to both of them. I'm not trying to avoid the word Mormon in it, but I'm actually glad to not have it because I think what the outreach of this will be far larger than the Mormon community. I mean, that's our hope. So, besides my podcast.

John Dehlin [00:04:27] But the word Mormon has been sort of, like, condemned or downplayed a little bit.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:04:32] I mean, I think a lot more Latter Day Saints will be attracted to, you know, at least be. It's okay. It's safe to go to one that says Latter Day Faith versus Mormon matters.

John Dehlin [00:04:44] So there was a need for a brand or a name change, trailing Russell M. Nelson's, among other things.

Guest 2 [00:04:51] Yeah.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:04:52] Again, I don't know how to not call us Mormonism when speaking about the whole thing. I'll do my best to call ourselves Latter Day Faith, Latter Day Saints or something, but again, I'm not that worried about it.

John Dehlin [00:05:07] Yeah. But the podcast is called Latter Day Faith, Latter Day Faith. Nice. Okay.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:05:12] And I guess a couple other things I wanted to say about it. I mentioned it before. I think with Mormon Matters. It's a very reactive podcast. It's reacting to the drama that a lot of people are experiencing within the church.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:05:30] My hunch is that most people don't want to be in that drama all the time. You know, high, low, up, down, good energy, bad energy based upon things that are happening around them. And so I want to talk about grounding ourselves in God, in life, in creativity, whatever you want to call it, because I know a Lot of people are triggered. But, you know, say the word God for them, it's people, you know, whatever it is, ground yourself in that.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:06:10] And then faith is trust. Faith is not belief. That's one piece that you can sort of pick up sometimes. But pistis, the Greek word for faith, it's always trust. And there's always a being or a person as the object of the trust of the faith. And so I want this to be. Have our faith be in relational terms instead of, you know, declarative, you know, belief terms.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:06:41] So I'm hoping so more deliberately. There will certainly be shows that will happen spontaneously because this should be dealt with. You know, Latter Day Saint stuff will always be in the show. But I want to build a more systematic set of shows that are all about, you know, what the great traditions of the world have taught us.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:07:07] And I want to talk about scripture, I want to talk about rituals, I want to talk about community. I want to talk about all the different language. I want people to become more and more comfortable with religion being. So when you talked about the CES letter, it's like the wrong questions to ask about religion, because religion is built on symbols and stories that they're true even if they don't happen, right? If they never happened. Like, we can all sort of say a myth is important and it conveys truth because there's some archetypal truths that are through it. It can be applied to so many different situations.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:07:55] And I want our Mormonism to be grounded in that. We have great symbols, we have great scriptures, we have great stories that can really move us. Like, I talked about the Sons of Messiah and Alma the Younger. I always use Sons of Messiah first because what really hit me was when they said they wanted to go on the mission. You know, they go to their dad and it says they were desirous that salvation should be declared to every being. You know, even the very thought that any human soul should perish did cause them to quake and tremble. And that was when, like, stopped me in my tracks for a few days.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:08:31] How could anybody, you know, love that much? Especially your enemies, right? So you want to offer that to them. But so when we ask historical questions, when we ask, is this logical, you know, do these two ideas sit together? Well, that's not where faith, that's not where religion is ever going to survive. That's, you know, that's not going to ever yield something satisfactory.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:08:59] So I want our religion to be less about answers and more about how it moves us. What way are we better from engaging with this idea, that idea. So you know, that's the strength of religion. So I want to talk a lot more about that kind of stuff.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:09:16] Luckily, I know a lot of people who aren't Mormons and gotten to know a lot more through this living school and whatnot. So I'll be bringing on some really cool teachers from other things. I'm not going to be beholden as much to the Always a panel, but again, I don't really.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:09:35] It's going to take on its own life and I want to invite you guys along for the ride and I'm really grateful for you guys. Like with Mormon Matters, this is the most significant part of my the living Laurie works too. And so I hope that your support will, will transfer to the other one. But John and the board of Open Stories foundation have said anything that still comes in for three months, you know, through just people not switching over or whatever, they'll share with me. So maybe at two months I'll start writing you. Hey, Mike.

John Dehlin [00:10:15] So for those who. So okay, so is there a website people will be able to go to? What's the name of the website?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:10:21] So latter day faith.org and also if

John Dehlin [00:10:25] you want to support this new venture.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:10:27] Right. And also we're going to have a real blog this time right now, mormonmatters.org it's about the shows. Right. But I'll be blogging regularly. Mark Kriegel will be blogging Susan Hinckley who's waiting for a grandchild to be born in Minnesota. Perhaps listening to this, she's agreed to become a blogger. And so we're going to try to try to have some things to chew on and start discussions that way as well. And then Mark can say, I mean, Faith Journey foundation has bigger goals than just being an umbrella for that. It wants to move in lots of different directions. So do you want to talk about it, Mark, now? Or maybe just people are too exhausted.

John Dehlin [00:11:10] I mean, those who need to leave, it's totally okay. We won't be hurt or offended. We will only go for maybe 10 or 15 minutes more. But thank you for those who need to bail. Thank you. If you guys need to stand up for a while, that's okay too. So just to make it really clear, if you Want to support danwotherspoon latterdayfaith.org

Dan Wotherspoon [00:11:34] yeah, there's a donate button there. There's also a donate button that opens at Faith Journey Foundation.

John Dehlin [00:11:40] Okay.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:11:40] So. And those websites will grow, but they're functional right now.

John Dehlin [00:11:44] Okay.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:11:45] You also, or you can write us a check no.

John Dehlin [00:11:48] You also have some personal goals, right? Just in terms of your book.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:11:54] Oh, yeah.

John Dehlin [00:11:55] And a coaching practice, right?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:11:56] Yeah. As soon as I turn the book into my editor, I'm going to launch danweatherspoon.org.com I informally coach and counsel a lot of people now. Some will pay me and some people won't, but it'll be a more formal chance to open a faith navigation business. You know, sort of, you know, consult, you know, maybe once a month, we'll get together and figure out what the real questions are and what's going on with you. Maybe a little more almost like spiritual director than, you know, Mormon whisperer.

John Dehlin [00:12:38] So check out danmotherspoon.com.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:12:41] yeah. If you need support, how to book me for your firesides or come down, visit your group or something.

John Dehlin [00:12:49] So look for some books. Look for some coaching as well.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:12:52] But I just didn't want to do that when I'm still writing the book because it's. It's in a pretty intense phase right now.

John Dehlin [00:12:58] I love it. So anything else you want to announce before we let the audience.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:05] Do you have something about what I should be announcing?

John Dehlin [00:13:08] Okay, let's do this. Come up here. Anyone who wants to ask a question or make a comment, you can either thank Dan. You won't be on the camera, so let's just keep the camera on Dan if you're concerned about that, and just speak in the microphone so the audience can hear.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:22] First of all, this is a chance. Thank you, everybody for coming. This was way more folks than I thought would ever come.

John Dehlin [00:13:27] This is a quick.

Guest 2 [00:13:28] Yeah.

John Dehlin [00:13:28] Applause. Absolutely.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:32] Oh, but I wanted to say underneath the ladder, underneath the latter Day faith.

Guest [00:13:38] No.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:38] Yeah, Latter day faith. Mine.

Guest 1 [00:13:41] No.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:13:41] Under the Faith Journey Foundation, Phil McLemore, right here, is launching a podcast. His will start in mid to late April. And right now, Mark, Phil, you're calling it Entering the Kingdom, and that's probably going to be what it's called. So if anybody's interested in Phil and his insights through his yogic practices, his mystical, you know, approaches, his meditation, all that, he's going to be totally accessible to everybody. And then our good friend Jack Denique, many of you will know him with Mormon Awakenings, which is a podcast that he hosts under Bill Real's Mormon discussion podcast. He's coming over to Faith Journey foundation, and his is going to be called Woke.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:14:28] W O K e Woke With Jack or With Jack. It's a little bit still in flux, but he has just announced on his old one that he's transferring and stuff. So I Wanted to make sure to say that when Faith Journey foundation launches, it'll have some good content.

John Dehlin [00:14:49] Love it.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:14:49] And a variety.

John Dehlin [00:14:50] Okay, this is just a really quick chance for you. I mean, some of you have to go. That's totally fine. But Dan deserves a little bit of thank you and appreciation from his listeners. So for those of you who have a few minutes, it would be nice if a few of you could come up and just let Dan know what he's meant to you as a way to kind of seal up this episode. But first, Jer Lee, and just come on up here, right here and talk into the mic.

Tributes, Gratitude, and Farewell to Dan Wotherspoon

Guest 2 [00:15:22] Okay. My question was going to be about the other two podcasts, but you've answered that, so. So I will say that I am the self proclaimed president of the Dan Wotherspoon Fan club. So I would like to express my appreciation to Dan for his friendship, for all the good work. I found Dan when my oldest son was in a faith deconstruction. And I listened to Dan on a podcast with John talk about his experience, which was so similar to my son's. Reached out to him as a total stranger through, I guess, a message on messenger. And we've become really close friends ever since then. And he taught me something really important and that was that I needed to learn to honor my son's journey. And it's taken some work, but I will never forget that great piece of advice. And I just wanted to tell you I love you. Great, exciting things about you.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:16:15] This woman has now taken this huge role within these communities. We love her. Thank you, Jerily.

John Dehlin [00:16:24] Let's applause after each one.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:16:28] Oh, and I forgot to say, my very first subscriber, Wade Greenwood is here. And he's also now the first subscriber to Latter Day Faith. I kind of gave him a peek at what. Oh, he's done good.

Guest 1 [00:16:42] Hi, my name is Jeff Cray. And really quickly, I'd like to thank John Dehlin, actually, who first created a space to know that I could find a way to stay. And then Dan taught me many ways to stay and spent personal time with

Guest [00:17:02] me

Guest 1 [00:17:04] and I would have happily paid for that time. Then it saved my life between the two of you and helped me to just saved so many things that were important to me. I can't say any more than that. I just thank you, both of you.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:17:20] And Jeff surprised us by coming from the Bay Area today.

Guest 2 [00:17:23] Yes.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:17:23] So thank you, brother, both of you. You're a wonderful supporter. You're welcome for a long time. Thank you, Mark.

John Dehlin [00:17:34] Anyone who wants to speak Just come right around. And I've got some comments from listeners, too, so I'll fill in the gaps while you guys are waiting to be moved by the spirit.

Guest 2 [00:17:47] Brother Kirk, you waiting for this? I've known Dan for a lot of years. I've been his boss. I'm taller than him, but I've always

John Dehlin [00:17:58] looked up to him.

Guest 2 [00:18:01] He's. I mean, it wasn't even a contest. Intellectually, I. I don't hold a candle to his intellect. But honestly, Dan, you've helped me in my own journey because you're the one that really kind of carved out a territory for so many people. One thing I was trying to think of, what have you taught me that

John Dehlin [00:18:24] I really will always remember?

Guest 2 [00:18:25] And that is that each one of us has to make this religion our own. This whole idea that you can't be a cafeteria Mormon just doesn't fly. Everybody is. I don't care how orthodox or unorthodox you are, you have to take what feeds you. And you've helped teach me that. And so I really value our friendship a lot. And I don't know if I ever really was your boss because you just did whatever you wanted anyway. But

Dan Wotherspoon [00:18:59] I never got a lunch because I worked for him, because people would come in and sell books.

Guest 2 [00:19:03] Ask him sometime about the significance of soggy fries, but that's a whole other story. You're right. He didn't get a lunch. Anyway, Dan, thanks. I'm forever your friend and brother.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:19:15] Yeah, thank you, brother. I love it. Early 90s for Kurt and I.

John Dehlin [00:19:22] And check out Benchmark Books for all your book needs. They can be found on what's your website, benchmarkbooks.com for all the great books. Anyone else who wants to share, just come stand right here. I'll read a few comments from the audience. Annika writes, I would. I would love to be at this. Dan, your goodness and desire to connect with others is so beautiful. Thank you for your incredible podcast as well as the retreats you put together. For those of us in the trenches, discovering Mormon Matters was a turning point for my faith journey and led me to take the reins on my own spirituality. I've learned so much and had the privilege of growing alongside many others.

John Dehlin [00:20:02] I never would have known because of you. I will be forever grateful. Thank you for the hours and hours of research, travel, scheduling, and all else that have gone into creating something as incredible as this. I'm so sorry to miss the event, but please know I'm sending all my love and gratitude.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:20:19] Thanks, Annika.

John Dehlin [00:20:20] That's from Annika. Chad writes, when I first started listening to Dan's podcast, I was blown away by his knowledge and depth of spirituality, religion, and Mormonism. It was a refreshing soft landing from the turmoil of my dark night that I was going through at the time. I will always be grateful to Dan showing me that the divine is greater than Mormonism. And I appreciate that he is a proponent of remaining spiritually engaged no matter where we are on the path or whatever path we choose.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:20:52] Thank you, Chad.

John Dehlin [00:20:55] Somebody wrote me privately. This is Megan. Just saw your question about Dan Wotherspoon. Dan's perspective on Mormonism has been one of the most important lifelines to me during my faith transition. It was his interview with you, meaning me, John. And then later, I think he did another Mormon Matters episode on the stages of faith that actually had me bawling one morning on the treadmill about seven years ago because I finally had a description for what was happening to me. His wide view, big tent version of Mormonism and his ability to sit with complexities and paradox has been such an inspiration to me. His centered approach is something that I have admired and aspired to, offering grace and benefit of the doubt where he can, while still acknowledging all of the problems I could go on.

John Dehlin [00:21:42] But he has been such an important part of this journey for me. So glad he had the platform for as long as he did and look forward to whatever he has planned. So that's for Megan. Yes, Jody. It looks like Jody wants to come up, so we'll take a look.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:22:01] I'm outing whose people are by saying their names here.

Guest [00:22:04] This one?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:22:05] Okay, well, yeah, both. Both, yeah.

Guest [00:22:08] Like this. Okay. Well, I so appreciate both of you and the role you've played for me in the years since dad died when I just thought I don't have what I need, but I didn't know how it could be a new type of community because he did die before podcasts and the Internet. So I so appreciate the work that both of you do and the difference it's made for me, but also for a lot of other people who have wanted to have something and they didn't know where it would come from. So I appreciate your creativity because that's what it's been. You've created and you've created in ways that people hadn't before, and it's had implications and consequences, and yet you continue to create, and I appreciate that in both of you.

Guest [00:23:13] And so I could go into specifics about John, but not tonight. So, Dan, I just really appreciate how. You were a factor in Helping so many, but especially my family, honor. The worst thing that could happen at the time. And then since in the ways that you continue to honor something that is stronger than death.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:23:55] Yeah.

Guest [00:23:57] And that really is what faith is. And I really appreciate your role in that, to keep it into the. In a conversation where there are things that are stronger than what we think could destroy us.

Guest 2 [00:24:14] Thank you.

Guest [00:24:15] And it's a crucial part of this conversation, and I really appreciate how you've done that, and I'm very much looking forward to this new way of conquering things that we think are bigger than we are. And we find out we are so much bigger than anything we could possibly describe, and that's where we find God.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:24:37] Thank you.

Guest [00:24:37] It's just bigger than anything we can describe.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:24:41] Yeah. My very third. My third issue as Sunstone editor was the one after her dad died and putting together all the things for that. Wow.

Guest 1 [00:24:55] One of the things that. As we look at the future here, Dan, one of the things that I want to bear in mind, or, you know, working with you in the past, is to remember how important the journey has been with Mormon Stories from the beginning, for all of us. We came into this environment through Mormon Stories, and that relationship does not end.

Guest 1 [00:25:18] We see this as an ongoing partnership. There's a very, very important process that we go through in our faith journey. One is the deconstruction of what we once believed. And Mormon Stories represents probably the single best place to help us understand the challenges that are within our faith tradition.

Guest 1 [00:25:38] But the question that we have to ask is, what do we do once we. As we deconstruct it? Because deconstruction, by the way, from my perspective, is never over. There are always things that I am constantly finding that are biases and preconceptions that still need to be deconstructed. So I feel that in my journey, the unity of deconstruction with what now is an ongoing process.

Guest 1 [00:26:08] And I see our dialogue with Mormon stories continuing as we establish Faith Journey foundation as kind of a partner in a broader perspective that doesn't concentrate on the vagaries of Mormonism alone, but rather looks beyond. So just to understand why we're doing this and understand why this is so important, and it's not a divorce, but rather a growing of a family into something broader, more important, and, I believe, more significant.

Guest 1 [00:26:40] But we have a lot of work to do. And so as we look forward, we're going to look to you all to help us create that community, that area of growth where we say, now what do we do with our faith? Where do we go with it? Where do we take it? Where do we turn it into something that lives for each and every one of us? And the answers are going to be different for everyone.

Guest 1 [00:27:05] So once again, thank you John Dehlin. Thank you Dan Wotherspoon for Two sides of a Coin. That continues to be one thing called a faith journey.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:27:16] I like it. We'll take that. Right, John?

John Dehlin [00:27:19] Thank you, Mark. Thank you, Mark. Any of you else who want to express your appreciation to Dan, please line up. I'll read a couple more. AJ Writes a go to for figuring out how to process the mess.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:27:34] The mess.

John Dehlin [00:27:35] Yeah, I like that John writes. And this is sort of how Dan, you, you have touched a lot of people, not only those who end up in the same place.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:27:45] Right. I read this one that you're out to do. I like it. This is one of my favorites.

John Dehlin [00:27:49] Although he sometimes drives me nuts. Who can relate, I can't. I can't help but like the guy. He's smart as a whip and honest to a fault. I'd never try to negotiate a middle way Mormonism, but I respect his path. I also owe him for introducing me to Fowler in his stages of faith.

Guest 2 [00:28:11] Cool.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:28:11] Thank you.

John Dehlin [00:28:11] So that's nice when people on a different path are still.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:28:14] I get that from quite a lot of people. Like I'm glad you're doing what you're doing. It's not for me, you know. So that's awesome.

John Dehlin [00:28:21] Dana writes, Dan is a genuine, kind hearted soul, not to mention an acclaimed scholar. And in spite of his crisis of faith, he's been able to come back to the eldest community and make it work for himself and his family. For those of us who find the need to do the same for whatever circumstance, Dan stands as a beacon of strength as well as his podcasts. And I could go on and read more and more and more comments from people all across the aisle who just love you and are grateful.

Guest 2 [00:28:57] So

John Dehlin [00:28:59] Dan, just personally, yeah, we had a wonderful breakfast. Yes, I am celebratory of your new path. Yes, I am in full support. Yes, I want to tell everyone to go donate. And if you need to transfer your donations from the Open Stories foundation to Dan, you have my full Blessing. Dan deserves 5 times the financial support, 20 times the financial support that he's received so far. So please give Dan all your money.

John Dehlin [00:29:33] But as much as I'm celebratory of that, there was no way in heck I was just going to quietly say goodbye to you in terms of organizational relationship and have you sail on your way. It was just really important for us to hold this evening tonight. Thank you for a dear friend and for a hero to myself and so many to say, we love you, we're grateful for you, you inspire us. We're grateful to Lori because I have a Lori and her name is Margi. And nobody knows the sacrifices and the difficulty that a partner in this journey has. So can we give Lori and her family a round of applause?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:30:19] By the way, this little guy over here is my brother Steve. My younger brother is much taller and bigger, and then my cousin Ben again.

John Dehlin [00:30:29] So I'm grateful for them, but thank you. Thank you, Lori, for sharing Dan, with us and for. For all your influence and support and

Dan Wotherspoon [00:30:37] she just keeps me down to earth. I can go crazy. Yeah. No, it's amazing.

John Dehlin [00:30:45] And the work of Jerry Lee Renshaw and Mark Creco and those who supported what was called a thoughtful faith, you know, it's now recently changed its name to Waters of Mormon, is a.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:30:57] As a way to really talk about how we support each other in relationship. You know, all the mourn, bear each other's burdens, mourn, comfort. That was our focus of that beautiful metaphor of, you know, the Waters of Mormon and what the commitment was.

John Dehlin [00:31:14] It's hard, you know, the superheroes that emerge in this space to take a real long standing leadership role to make a creative, positive difference. There are very few. You can name them on probably four hands. You know, the number of people over the past 14 years who have really stepped up and endured the course of making a creative difference. And you're one of those, Dan, obviously, and behind the scenes, Jerry Lee and Mark and those that support them with the thoughtful faith have been just a gigantically positive influence on Mormonism. And so I just want to thank Jerlee and Mark and everyone who keeps doing that work because it's enormous.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:32:04] They're amazing.

John Dehlin [00:32:05] Yeah.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:32:06] And Mark, you know, Mark is really the power behind getting these websites up. They'll grow, they'll develop, but he's really done all that work. Can I say something?

John Dehlin [00:32:18] Yeah.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:32:20] We're now about a fourth of the audience that was here before. And for all those who left, I just. Who came in before I could give you a hug. Thank you for everybody being here and for the different ways that you've meant something to me. I think I know at least two thirds of you in some way interpersonally, and I'm just grateful for having so many others here to support this again. I should have known that John wouldn't be short we thought an hour and 15 minutes, and then 45 minutes with you guys. So that's just not what happens with John. What?

John Dehlin [00:33:07] Oh, you guys were okay with it?

Dan Wotherspoon [00:33:08] Okay, well, I mean, I don't know. I don't know what the result of this. And I may have gotten myself in trouble. And again, when it came to talking about God and Jesus and the Holy Ghost and all that stuff, it's just moved away from what you can say to just connection, direct experience.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:33:30] And, you know, that's what I want for everybody. I just want you to know that joy and that empowerment that comes from a universe that's just going to tell you that you belong, you're an essential part, that there's nothing in you that is unredeemable, unlovable.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:33:54] There is nothing that you can do to earn more love from God or to lose love from God or your status and your place. And, you know, we want our children to grow up and fully flourish, right? So we want to create those conditions, this universe has created those conditions for us to flourish. Some people will have worse conditions and more injuries and whatnot than many others, but there's nothing that could happen to you that isn't able to be a consecration, a conduit to grace.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:34:36] And so there'll be pain and there'll be injury up till the time we die. But I hope nobody ever worries about heaven anymore. I really do. You know, the kingdom of God's within you. You know, God wants you to have everything that God has, including the fellowship of.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:35:01] Of the three in one. You know, it's all about relationality. It's very little about truth claims, inexperience. So I'm just going to leave it with that. But thank you for coming. I'm blown away and I see people standing in the back. I hope I get to say hello in person.

John Dehlin [00:35:20] Well, on behalf of the tens of thousands of people who you've influenced, and maybe even over 100,000 and more in the future, because your archive will be living on long after you.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:35:36] Thank you. You did promise to keep that.

John Dehlin [00:35:37] On behalf of all the people who you've influenced, would you guys mind joining me in a standing ovation for their wooden.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:35:46] They need to stand up anyway. But.

Guest 2 [00:35:56] I feel.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:35:57] I feel blessed.

Guest 2 [00:36:03] All right.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:36:04] And transmission.

John Dehlin [00:36:06] Thank you for joining us today on Mormon Stories of Mormon Matters podcast. Thanks to everyone who gave us your evening. Please follow Dan and support him on Latter Day Faith. And please continue supporting Mormon Stories in the Open Stories Foundation. You guys are awesome. Take care. See you again soon for another episode. Thanks to Cody Layton for all the support with the audio and video.

Dan Wotherspoon [00:36:30] Thanks, Linda.

John Dehlin [00:36:31] Take care, everybody.

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